Saturday March 21st and its my Brothers Birthday.
He is 20 years old.
damn niggards (spell check is so funny [oh now NIGGA aint a word]) is getting old but yeah that's whats up. Thank the lord him and the rest of us can see such a day. Not to say he's a volatile guy that he can put himself and people in danger I'm just saying some people don't get to see their next Birthday. I wish him well this year. I want for him what i had at my 20th birthday, the exact day wasn't really OD mind boggling but at the time of my 20th birthday a part of life was open to me. I saw the world in a bigger light and i was better for it. He's a smart dude and who knows maybe he's come to that moment already....
I'm being very vague right now lol...
ummm i just want for him goodness and well wishes this year i want to see the old Reginald again. The lil adventurous kid who would fuck anyone up in a heartbeat boy, girl or person. He was such a wild kid lol. I remember there were times where he would fight my battles cause i was the laid back kid and he was the opposite. There was this one time where we were in chorus and this dude was trying to get at me.
I didn't treat it serious cuz i could have just laid dude out but i didn't say anything to him and Reg thought he was trying to play me so he got on top of duke and started pounding on him like Stone Cold Steve Austin from wrestling like so ----->
I was laughin but i was also shocked lol homie just went in on HIS BOY for me. Yeah he my brother but (confession) I get shocked when people do nice things for me. When my mom got me season 5 of the wire out of the blue i was shocked as hell, not just cuz it was a suprise but that she went that much out of her way for me.
ANYWAY, ORIGINAL STORY!!
yeah even when my ex brought me a gift for graduation i had the same feeling. I mean she gave me gifts everynight ;-) this is like sprinkles on a cake. Maybe its cuz i have such a negative view of the world that whenever someone does something nice for me I get suprised. Or in some way i dont feel like im worthy. Who knows, all i know is that I'm appreciative.
Yeah back to my brother, i feel like he's lost his spirit, ive felt this way for a while now. He's timid as hell, he mumbles to people when we on the street. I just feel like he's been defeated by something, life maybe who knows I just hope that this year he turns that isht around cuz yo im here I just need a runnin mate. Maybe next year i should get him drunk and Take him up to Albany and show him that life can be fun outside of videogames and whats on the computer. He probably wont go for it but ima try dammit cuz i hate to think that this is who he is. This is not Reggie and one day he or i will unleash the beast. Until then Happy Birthday Brotha!!
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