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Cool Runnings lol ..it aint that bad, now i know why people like it.
Its 2...well 3AM and i feel like typing.

Day one of the gym challege went down. did my thing for about two hours, i expect a sore chest and swollen triceps tommorow morning. Tommorow for back and Bi's i do cardio everytime i go to the gym.

wooow nigga pulled an ice cold braid off his head lol

I got a busy day ahead of me...well not really i just got activities lined up, mail this, do that... a non idle day is a good day nowadays...damn i hope i get a job soon. I dont know why i have such a grim outlook on life nowadays. I want me a nice postgrad job but outside of the internet i dont know where to find one... im fuckin lost as fuck. theres no way im workin at a jimmy jazz or a sbarros with a degree, my pride will not allow it. even though im finna go to grad school in the fall i want something resume worthy.
Speaking of grad school its becomming stressfull. I knew what i wanted to do but i got my mom in my ear tellin me that Urban planning aint a good idea, cuz some muhfucka told her that he has a friend who majored in such a program and he supposedly is working at UPS n shit. Me being the cautious person i am i heed the words and look for an alternative but now I'm stuck and i dont know what program to go for. Shits wack as fuck and im feenin to go for it anyway... either that or advertising/marketing, ive always been interested in that. Anyway thats been bothering me... yooo ive been stressing too much already and i just fuckin graduated college. Im not about to start balding cuz of stress and gettin grey hairs n shit. I gots to keep my cool cuz aint shit worth a balding head ya digg, not a good look at all...

My lady goin to albany tommorow add another 300+ miles to our distance away from each other... Its wierd that im not going back to albany for school . No more payin bills for a while. No more roomates..im not missing most, but i do miss it, i woulda had a shitty time anyway, i aint know anyone lol, especially since more people graduated. Yeah im glad im out of albany, at least for undergrad. Im bored reading this whole thing, so ima stop writing