This song has put my beliefs into something tangible, this is my theme song ...my beliefs...that one shoulder be scared of anything unexpected or anything that surprises you or anything not readily recognizable fuck it... Anything that rocks your Schematic view of the world is not necessarily a bad thing! It may look that way at times but shit shifting walls may reveal new paths... please Accept the New people !!!!!!! Go wit the flow and just live..
Press Play
hmm
Commons faithful got me thinking..what if God was a her.
What if God's a she and she sent the only one shes ever loved (loved, loved, i mean like something thats usually acquired for us humans if we're lucky) down to us as a form of sacrifice on her part. If God knows sacrifice. Sacrifice should be a member of all our families.
OK lemme tell you a story.
- Man dates Woman
- Man really digs woman specially cause she's makin him wait. He respects all that shit.
- He eventually really wants to bone her before all that though shorty's skeptical self doubt's dudes statistics...the fact that he has no bastard children, the fact that he hasnt seen the inside of a cell, etc.
- dude gets turned off by the fact facial hair has entered the equation
ok this person lets call him Jon. Jon doesn't see this girl for about a week and a half because he obvii aint feelin her but attributes her as cool people so he tryin to figure out a way to let her down easy. One night shortydowop calls up Jon and says she wants to chill. Last time Jon chilled with Shorty he acted friendly but no flirty physical contact cuz the fuel for that fire is wayy to expensive.
So he plans to act the same way this time so yes its actually 10something PM and he goes to shorty's crib to watch tv n chill ...even though he has no feelings for her...and its not like he's expecting anything extra cuz hey he's been waiting to hhave sex with her for three our of four weeks so shiiit after a week of barely any communication he def aint expecting to get the puum that night...
he lucky he has condoms in his wallet at all times
Yes Jon Got the Cutty that night. He sticked to his "look generally and don't touch" rule too. What had happened was: the goodnight kiss on the fuckin cheek.
Let me explain...
Jon said he should leave its getting late so they both get up and shorty walks Jon to the door. He, being the fuckin gentleman that he is leans in to kiss shorty on the cheek...shorty pulls a 90degree turn and plants on on Jon's lips. Jon didn't catch no stach fuzz on her upper lip so Don i mean Jon said fuck it.
They kiss and they kiss Jon grabs Shorty's ass and they kiss then Shortie pulls the unprecedented move of grabbing Jons dick. She actually started to massage it through the shorts n boxers then she unzips Jon and proceeds to start stroking his longjon. Jon's initial shock has waned cuz of his longing for sexual contact...he has been deprived since Gawd knows when. His longing became excitement when she whispered in his ear and asked if he had a condom...
Jon didnt immediately say yes by the time he did she said that she had one and she leads him up the stairs to her room. She goes in her drawer pulls out some random condom and all Jon is thinkin is good...three rounds because Jon produced two Cboys in his wallet.
Now the fuckin was a tad akward because shorty's bed creaks as loud as a mugg not only is it squeaky it actually cant support weight on the left side not to mention the paper thin walls and the roomates...
Anyway Jon spends the night but that was after the "what are you thinking's" and some awkward silence...it became apparent that maybe it was indeed a mistake. Sheeit homegirl got it though im not gonna front she certainly got some energy...
ummm ok...story over...go do something...
iunno what he's gonna do though. So far i sent a text message got one back from her early the next morning and I pretended i never saw it, so it looks like I initiated contact. Ahh well...the games I play... i mean JON...
BYE!!!
Brought to you by Ciara over at doorknockersandrollers im a fan as of an hour ago...major cleavage and bold fingers/tongue (i bet) always gets luv from me. ;-)... LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE. LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW. Believe in yourself: not as much as I should
Name: Don
Birth Date: Oc21
Current Location: Philly
Hair Color: Black
Righty/Lefty: Righty
LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: becoming debilitated in anyway shape or form specially in the dick area
Your dream of the perfect date: ehh good conversation, great vibes, nice scenery, lots of hours in the day and sex at the end of it...mindblowing sex
Your thoughts first waking up: i gotta get out of here, what time is it?
Your best physical feature: the eyes
Your bed time: 3/4am
Your most missed memory: being a kid man...realtalk
LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: no
McDonald’s or Burger King: no
Single or Group Dates: Singular
Adidas or Nike: Nike by a small margin
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino since i never had it before
LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Smoke: nope….
Cuss: yeap...very fluent
Take showers: -_- nooo im a cultured hobo
Have a crush: yea a couple ..one in particular
Like school: part of me misses it but i went through alot of it to get to where i'm at so….
Believe what goes around comes around: yea but sometimes i eat it and do bad anyway. I never do too much tho.
Believe everything happens for a reason: definitely but its best to set yourself up in a good position so that most of what happens is "good".
Think you’re a health freak: ehh it has been a week and a half since i ate meat so i'm some kind of healthcentric
LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: yeap yeap…
Been on stage: nope
Eaten sushi: nope
Been hurt: this month?? oh wait..may...nope
Dyed your hair: NOO
LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Played a stripping game: nahh i try to stay away from those ..specially in the past
Kissed the same sex: never
Gotten beaten up: yea
Changed who you were to fit in: ehh ..half assed attempts..then i realized i adopt no "thing" adopts me
LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.
Age you’re hoping to be married by: ehh if ever..28/29
Number of kids you’re planning on having: one
LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: I think green eyes are sexy
Hair color: whatever one is born with but im all for artistic expression...non tacky/ghetto plz
Short or long hair: ehh just have some lol. Hair length isnt a dealbreaker or maker
Fat or fit: if i had to choose one... fit. i like my woman with something on em know what i mean
Looks or personality: lol...hmm *looks at previous post"* ummm syke personality is king but i gotta be attracted to yeh.
Fun or serious: fun…
LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: looking at the time
1 HOUR AGO: on aim
1 WEEK AGO: no clue….
1 YEAR AGO: studying
LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I FEEL: like life is shitting on me professionally. or maybe its me who knows...
I HATE: certain situations...thats about it...ohh and farrrahkhan
I HIDE:
I NEED: hapiness inmy life throughout my breathing
I LOVE: tits and myself
Lmao!! yooo! i need to get my wrestling moves up. im mad homie did the roll up pin on ol girl CtFU!!
#reblogged from MsCee @ http://www.dontsmashthehomies.com/
The of male has certainly taken a hit this generation....we gotta start callin these niggas something else because a man they are not. I'm saying this because im seeing/hearing of this Man hitting Woman type of shit waaayyy too much. Their kind dilutes our manliness as a whole so they should be called something else. And apparently Kat stacks was talking about a nigga thats not even in the room...i'm not even sure if the assprit (assholeculprit) knows Mr. bWow personally if that was on account of some groupie shit my nigga then you are the biggest dickrider in the history of mankind. Real shit if you cant handle your emotions like a man and if you dont have the self control to stop yourself from laying confrontational hands on a woman than you might as well fly to thailand and remove ya dick ASAP.
This song!!! yo iunno how the existence of this group popped back into my head but im glad. I first saw this video before i even got into music .. i liked the affects lol (young head). Anyway since i saw this video again i went in on the discog so far so good..peep the video and remenice cuz i know im not the only mothafucka that remembers this flick...PZ
ohhh and uhh
IM B(l)ACK bitches
oh yea...it slipped my head that the dude performing in the video is actually white instead of a light skinned black dude...hmm gofiggah
Smh I've been turned off...
maybe its cause i'm getting older. I didn't think such a thing could happen to me..
especially being the Overt Hornball that i am :-(
Specially when i haven't smashed yet.
See this one had me waiting *thinks* three weeks to 4 weeks now. I've been "spoiled" by first date sex, head and etcetera and those didn't work out too well so when i figured out that she's making me wait an "unknown to me" amount of time (never ask how long u have to wait btw).
I liked it, it was different and it put me at ease in a weird way. Now i can focus on what makes her tick. Maybe, at the end of the day, that bit her in the ass but at the time i did appreciate it... still do. I've never nor will i ever dead a chick for not wanting to have sex/ put her mouth on my Majik Johnson before she's ready. On a broad perspective it's always a positive and i'd rather have that positive than that another positive. #realtalk
although that is my truth
she has a month to do either or lol
Fuck steve harvey ..don't people get benefits after a month WTF is that three month shit.
anyway
I liked her like crazy she was cool, a cheap date, adventurous and is willing to play tour guide...she wasn't the OD looker but for some reason at the time i met her i didn't care...hmm maybe it was the crazy amount of cleavage she showed during our first date. I'm blinded by boobs...audience, you know this. She was decent. OK so week one i'm open, i dig her convo, her having a degree, thick in a couple of places and shes a lady. I get to know her and she digs into me the same way (pause...play) so one day after seeing Nightmare on Elm Street she loosens up enough to say something to the effect of
"whats wrong with you, you seem too nice/perfect/handsome/great/interesting/awesomely Gawdlike"... lol ok she just said nice and "perfect" and continued on by saying "everyone has something ...you got kids? a felony? what?"
i play off this awkward situation by joking about picking up some imaginary kid from daycare..she picks up on it yet persists i announce some flaw i have. I have flaws but a bomb and chain that is a baby mother and a child that i'm not financially ready to have isn't one of em and i damn sure haven't been to jail. I've been close but never been in a cell. I didn't know what to tell the poor girl...maybe i should have told her i get bored easily or that I hate dumb questions but at that point I didn't think boredom would set it or that my on/off switch worked. AHHH shit...freak..I shoulda said i'm a freak....that I am, but so is most of our demograpic so.
Anyway I guess that was when it started...
lemme cut to the fuckin chase..
Last time i saw her last week we went to go get some water ices n shit and i checked her out while we were on line and i noticed she has some whiskers under her face like not on her chin but further in twords her neck. I knew it was game over then...we probably spent like 5 hours together that day but i didn't even kiss her...nothing. I may be wrong but hey everyone has an off switch and this is mine. Ive kissed a chick with some VERY LIGHT foliage under her nose but she had the biggest ass Ive ever had a chance of almost entering if i wanted to. I did touch her uterus tho that was good enough for me.
chances are that if we did have sex before i saw her chinbush i may be more ingrained in her and her likewise but good thing that didnt happen... now i can have a clean break. Oh wait my dumb ass has her External Hard Drive ohhh (fuckin asshole i am). Anyway i havent heard from her this weekend but i did tell her fam was coming down so lets see how long this goes...shieeet maybe i can get a free External Hard Drive out of this =)
So pardon the cliche urban quote but I'm movin"on to the next" and hopefully final one (optimism).
Anyway Thanx Cerebrally Orgasmic ...I appreciated the comment and It sorta made me think about blogging again lol i miss the input amongst other things so good looks ;-).
"yo lemme use your bathroom"
"iite"
*scene: bathroom*
*blows nose, cant help but look in the mirror*
"got damn her lips look good and they taste good like a mugg. Damn and them titties! *bites lip* got damn I ain't know she had em like that fuck that tho I ain't mad...gotta get the pussy tnite gotta get it...ge-ge-get ittttt, sex sex sex sex. Stay cool tho, stay cool....Is t.i. Outta prison??? Iite yo focus nigga she want you my dude u see how she hugged up on you like that? let's get it"
*leaves Bathroom*
*Enters living room...family guy on the TV*
*Enters living room...family guy on the TV*
*sits down right next to her, left arm around her shoulder*
*tv/convo flow*
"hmm i don't have to do this like tho.. do I really wanna go thru wit this? cuz sex is never just sex and is that what i want?? changes things and u know this are you ready for that change? do you care?... I wanna see her naked. dang her convo good and it's rare that I can act like myself around a chick off top like that...hmmi probably shouldn't do this if I just wanna fuck...damn that smile lol dang she soo sexy n she has no idea how i'm finna hit her from the back ...naw naw u gotta make a decision u gon fuck it or not? Not! Not!? Why all that?? !!!! WTF!!!!!! Got damn allergies!!!!!!! Yo I can't let my nose run around her like that!!!!"
{He said she said}
"Shit my allergies are a muhafucka Mann lemme use ya bathroom??"
"haha iite"
*blows nose, not too loudly cuz I don't want her thinkin bout the snot hittin my mouth...some of it actually does lol*
*napkin*.
*tv/convo flow*
"hmm i don't have to do this like tho.. do I really wanna go thru wit this? cuz sex is never just sex and is that what i want?? changes things and u know this are you ready for that change? do you care?... I wanna see her naked. dang her convo good and it's rare that I can act like myself around a chick off top like that...hmmi probably shouldn't do this if I just wanna fuck...damn that smile lol dang she soo sexy n she has no idea how i'm finna hit her from the back ...naw naw u gotta make a decision u gon fuck it or not? Not! Not!? Why all that?? !!!! WTF!!!!!! Got damn allergies!!!!!!! Yo I can't let my nose run around her like that!!!!"
{He said she said}
"Shit my allergies are a muhafucka Mann lemme use ya bathroom??"
"haha iite"
*blows nose, not too loudly cuz I don't want her thinkin bout the snot hittin my mouth...some of it actually does lol*
*napkin*.
*looks in mirror*
Enter...conscience
"iite...game time...you know what u have to do to fuck her she willin to go as far as u willin to take it...maybe ,maybe not, thats on YOU...but that's not why we're here...y'all not ONLY talkin about fuckin huh? Y'all got stuff in common n shit, she obvii diggs your chocolate ass n like what you said earlier you are yourself around her shit u got the potential to have a friend and fucker...the banter is like that of jun.p.shushu. N the sexual economics is there... something progressive can go from here if thats what we want. what do we want?? cuz this is important...we fuckin n leaving or are we fuckin and staying...hol up.. Are we fucking??. Are we here for the pussy or the complete package cuz Karma is a bitch and we've felt it before, Do we want to hurt her like we've been hurt do we care about her feelings at all cuz if she's all in and we aint then we can't fuck her...I keep sayin...I mean..you keep sayin u not like the rest and right here in this bathroom is where u can prove it again.. Sex changes things, sex changes things, sex changes things..does she even change for sex?? Fuck her! Mindset shit...who is she? Who are we? what happens?"
I think too much
Enter...conscience
"iite...game time...you know what u have to do to fuck her she willin to go as far as u willin to take it...maybe ,maybe not, thats on YOU...but that's not why we're here...y'all not ONLY talkin about fuckin huh? Y'all got stuff in common n shit, she obvii diggs your chocolate ass n like what you said earlier you are yourself around her shit u got the potential to have a friend and fucker...the banter is like that of jun.p.shushu. N the sexual economics is there... something progressive can go from here if thats what we want. what do we want?? cuz this is important...we fuckin n leaving or are we fuckin and staying...hol up.. Are we fucking??. Are we here for the pussy or the complete package cuz Karma is a bitch and we've felt it before, Do we want to hurt her like we've been hurt do we care about her feelings at all cuz if she's all in and we aint then we can't fuck her...I keep sayin...I mean..you keep sayin u not like the rest and right here in this bathroom is where u can prove it again.. Sex changes things, sex changes things, sex changes things..does she even change for sex?? Fuck her! Mindset shit...who is she? Who are we? what happens?"
I think too much
anyway...Donnie got some Cut last nite lol...
xtraness comin soon
I hate the shit out of this song...I cant relate to it in anyway and the fact that the mini talented rihanna sings it and the fact taht its every fucking where like a fart air you cant get rid of makes it even worse. Yea it objectifies men but she we have objects to objectify besides we do it to women like 4000 times a day. So to rectify this situation in my own little way ima redo the song. :-)bear wit me ladies cuz im kinda sick ... not really im just sexually imaginative...#SIDEBAR# gyal* west indian for girl and puum* is pussy...just so you kno...im tryin to help you outn here we
GO!!!!!!!Come here rude gyal, gyal
is you tight enough
Come here rude gyal, gyal
is you wet enough
Take dick, take dick
Baby, baby
Take it, take it
suck me, suck me
Come here rude gyal, gyal
is you tight enough
Come here rude gyal, gyal
is you wet enough
Take it, take it
Baby, baby
Take dick, take it
fuck me, fuck me
Tonight
u gon let me run up on ya
Tonight
you gon let me do my thing, yeah
Tonight
I'ma let you be my rider
Giddy up
Giddy up
Giddy up, babe
Tonight
ima skin that kitty
Tonight
ima own that booty
Tonight
Baby we can get it on, yeah
We can get it on, yeah
I want-want-want is
What I want-want-want
give it to me baby
that puum, puum, puum
What I want-want-want
Is what I want-want-want
uh-hhuhhhhhh
is you tight enough
Come here rude gyal, gyal
is you wet enough
Take it, take it
Baby, baby
Take dick, take it
fuck me, fuck me
Tonight
u gon let me run up on ya
Tonight
you gon let me do my thing, yeah
Tonight
I'ma let you be my rider
Giddy up
Giddy up
Giddy up, babe
Tonight
ima skin that kitty
Tonight
ima own that booty
Tonight
Baby we can get it on, yeah
We can get it on, yeah
I want-want-want is
What I want-want-want
give it to me baby
that puum, puum, puum
What I want-want-want
Is what I want-want-want
uh-hhuhhhhhh
Come here rude gyal, gyal
is you tight enough
Come here rude gyal, gyal
is you wet enough
Take dick, take it
Baby, baby
Take it, take it
suck me, suck me
Come here rude gyal, gyal
is you wet enough
Take dick, take it
Baby, baby
Take it, take it
suck me, suck me
Come here rude gyal, gyal
is you tight enough
Come here rude gyal, gyal
is you wet enough
Take it, take it
Baby, baby
Take it, take it
fuck me, fuck me
Tonight
I'ma give it to you harder
Tonight
I'ma work that pussy out
Relax
Let me do it how I wanna
If you got it
I need it
And I'ma put me in ya
Buckle up
I'ma give it to you stronger
*kanye shrug*
We can't go a little longer
Tonight
I'ma get a little crazy
Get a little crazy, baby
I want-want-want
What i want-want-want
Give it to me baby
that puum, puum, puum
What I want-want-want
Is what I want-want-want
uh-huhhhhh
Come here rude hoe, hoe
Come here rude gyal, gyal
is you wet enough
Take it, take it
Baby, baby
Take it, take it
fuck me, fuck me
Tonight
I'ma give it to you harder
Tonight
I'ma work that pussy out
Relax
Let me do it how I wanna
If you got it
I need it
And I'ma put me in ya
Buckle up
I'ma give it to you stronger
*kanye shrug*
We can't go a little longer
Tonight
I'ma get a little crazy
Get a little crazy, baby
I want-want-want
What i want-want-want
Give it to me baby
that puum, puum, puum
What I want-want-want
Is what I want-want-want
uh-huhhhhh
Come here rude hoe, hoe
is you phat enough
Come here rude hoe, hoe
is you wild enough
Take dick, take dick
Baby, baby
Take it, take it
suck me, suck me
I like the way you throw it back
I like the way you suck my splack
Babe, if I can smell it I ain't eatin
No, no
I like when you tell me pull your hair
I like when you tell me put it in your derrière
So get me up
Time to suck it up
You say you're a bad bitch
Show me what you got now
Come here right now
Take dick, take dick
Baby, baby
Take dick, take dick
fuck me, fuck me
Come here rude hoe, hoe
is you wild enough
Take dick, take dick
Baby, baby
Take it, take it
suck me, suck me
Come here rude hoe, hoe
is you clean enough
Come here rude hoe, hoe
is you wild enough
Take it, take it
Baby, baby
Take it, take it
fuck me, fuck me
Come here rude hoe, hoe
is you wild enough
Take it, take it
Baby, baby
Take it, take it
fuck me, fuck me
I like the way you throw it back
I like the way you suck my splack
Babe, if I can smell it I ain't eatin
No, no
I like when you tell me pull your hair
I like when you tell me put it in your derrière
So get me up
Time to suck it up
You say you're a bad bitch
Show me what you got now
Come here right now
Take dick, take dick
Baby, baby
Take dick, take dick
fuck me, fuck me
Come here rude gyal, gyal
is you tight enough
Come here rude gyal, gyal
is you wet enough
Take it, take it
Baby, baby
Take it, take it
suck me, suck me
Come here rude gyal, gyal
is you wet enough
Take it, take it
Baby, baby
Take it, take it
suck me, suck me
Come here rude gyal, gyal
is you tight enough
Come here rude gyal, gyal
is you wet enough
Take it, take it
Baby, baby
Take it, take it
Come here rude gyal, gyal
is you wet enough
Take it, take it
Baby, baby
Take it, take it
ima be a dirty old man when i grow up
Esteem must be founded on preference: to hold everyone in high esteem is to esteem nothing. -Moliere
hmmm i was on twitter /47VonDIgn BtW
and someone asked me (publicly) if i've ever dated outside my race. Now by dating i mean either ive been seeing them or fucking them... or both. now i've answered this...ive been with an east Indian and a white girl here and there in my lifetime. but in this conversation this quote just popped in my head....
oh yea... we started talking about preference. "whatever floats your boat" "i like what i like"
the girl likes West Indian guys (Haitian, Jamaican etc) aka Caribbean dudes. [ ;-) ftw]
and although i said it doesn't matter to me the quote above just burned a hole in my head. "To hold everyone in high esteem is to esteem nothing"
so like i usually do...i do some soul searching...
Someone/thing gotta be special to you in order for it to be special. if you go around in life and just hold everyone in high regard it clouds your perception and you may wind up putting yourself after everyone else. If you treat everyone like garbage and that is your tude then you may miss out on some true diamonds. So what i gather from this quote is that: have your preference because its what makes you, you. it's what moves you, its what makes you tick, it appeals to you, it's a window to your desire.
So
"Esteem must be founded on preference: to hold everyone in high esteem is to esteem nothing"
what do i prefer??
When it comes to Women::: as of now I prefer.
black women, "darker the berry", no kids, an education, a sweetfreak, has goals but can see herself just chillin once she reaches it, has vices (drinks, smokes) adventurous n is some sort of artist ...ehh thats it
why do i prefer black women? iunno if i have said this before but black women has always had a special place in my heart/sex engine. Its probably cause none of em were checking for me when i was younger since i was the nice, quiet, portly kid. but yea thats what i prefer in terms of women. It aint implied just cause I am black because i have strayed from my preference just for the "fuck" of it the exclusive look of a black woman have been naturally copyrighted...aint no one in the world like em in my view. Iite lemme stop gassin your loud asses up lol
That is my preference feven though i dooo wanna fuck a representative of every race at least once in my lifetime. Especially Asians (oohhh).
I have been fancying the African chick
or the artsy African American chick ala ....
yessir wanna be turned out like Dre 3000 too ...dont judge me. shiet my talent level will probably rise like a mugg after fuccin ms Badu lol.
iite im out
"Ataraxia (ἀταραξία "tranquillity") is a Greek term used by Pyrrho and Epicurus for a lucid state, characterized by freedom from worry or any other preoccupation.
For the Epicureans, Ataraxia was synonymous with the only true happiness possible for a person. It signifies the state of robust tranquility that derives from eschewing faith in an afterlife, not fearing the gods because they are distant and unconcerned with us, avoiding politics and vexatious people, surrounding oneself with trustworthy and affectionate friends and, most importantly, being an affectionate, virtuous person, worthy of trust."
I think my ultimate goal now has a name.
all that sounds pretty good to me right now. I am a religous person thi like I believe in God but I don't believe in asking him for help like I appreciate all that (s)hes done, doing and will do but life is a sidewalk I have to walk and althouh it is by the grace of god I walk them sidewalks I choose to walk em alone.
But i personally don't think being truly happy= atheism my perspective of the quote and how i'm gonna choose to live by it will be like this: "eschewing faith in an afterlife" to me would equal living for today because some people take comfort in knowing that after death they will be free from all hardships and they will be playing pattycake in the clouds n isht but if you reject that notion a lil and appreciate your breaths how can you not be happy. Me breathing should midget any worry i have at any given time.
Anyway back to Ataraxia I first heard of the idea in the movie Lucky Number Slevin. The protagonist attributed his lack of concern for his safety due to Ataraxia. It caught my interest from then on.
Now me I've practiced apathy before and it was insipid like everything was soo gray. I started to give a fuck about life a little and I've been happier ever since. But this is a different type of philosophy, a different mindset, one I would like to achieve it's not like I'm far away from it though but as of right now I'm sooooooo hungry for alotta things I gotta become preoccupied, I gotta worry just a lil but that's what makes this state so special.
It's being in love with yourself and where you are. Surrounding yaself with positive people and believing that you are worth everything. strangely It sounds like a "living peace" within yourself that usually only comes with death otherwise...
If I was president
If i was president...I'd shoot a member of congress during the inauguration and have MY army raid the ceremony while sending a communications signal to change every channel to the inauguration ceremony. During this I'd show the body on live TV [ >:-) ] n I'd proclaim that the checks n balances that have been present throughout the life of our nation has been as dead as this congressman for as Long as this congressman has been dead.
I'll declare a new world order for "the people and by the people through me". I'd build the white house and make it the largest building In the US with walls as thick as the catskill mountains so that no one could get me.
I'd have first second and third ladies ... Fourth would be oD (although i am the Prez niggaa lol) iite
Thought:: download Beenie mans album with "girls" on it feat akon
Where was I
If I was president
I would redo the structure of government I'd elect a new congress. Well not I but he people, almost like the house n isht but only one rep per state please ...depending on how the current muhfuckas in congress look at me will determine if they walk away from my administration with their lives. If a dude looked like he said nigga alot he would be dealt wit accordingly and in public fashion.
Iite so it would just be me up top and my underlings (congress) who don't do shit but agree with whatever me..the leader have to say and they report to me on what their people want. Since they will be representing the people in their respective districts. They tell me what they want and I deliver if the logistics look right and if they don't hen I try to make em look right by taking over neighboring countries and having dialogue with other nations (example).
If a nation even speaks Ill of me and my people they will get fucked up...dead ass. Hmm some things never change but No nukes cause there gotta be an actual world for me to rule it no? I'll just send one of my highly trained assasins to cut the head off any nation that fuck wih the N.W.O.U.S.D.V. (its a working title).
The world will either fear me or respect me but heavy is the head that wears the crown. Besides it's not like anyone can hurt me...it's been 4 years already and no ones seen me since the inaguration but they know I'm still here cuz shits all good, everyones eating.
Iite so it would just be me up top and my underlings (congress) who don't do shit but agree with whatever me..the leader have to say and they report to me on what their people want. Since they will be representing the people in their respective districts. They tell me what they want and I deliver if the logistics look right and if they don't hen I try to make em look right by taking over neighboring countries and having dialogue with other nations (example).
If a nation even speaks Ill of me and my people they will get fucked up...dead ass. Hmm some things never change but No nukes cause there gotta be an actual world for me to rule it no? I'll just send one of my highly trained assasins to cut the head off any nation that fuck wih the N.W.O.U.S.D.V. (its a working title).
The world will either fear me or respect me but heavy is the head that wears the crown. Besides it's not like anyone can hurt me...it's been 4 years already and no ones seen me since the inaguration but they know I'm still here cuz shits all good, everyones eating.
My political platform is/was
Healthcare is government regulated.
Cars companies are forced to adapt and there are flying cars now instead of the fuel dependent shits we actually have.
The department of treasury takes care of everyone banking needs all banks are out of business and are now operating under my umbrella. Intrest rates have been lowered.
Every mothafuckwith AIDS, HIV,hPV, UTI n the like now have their names on a government website for public record. Before u fuck with dick and jane... Check the website...it may save your life and eventually help us get rid of this aids isht.
Agriculture and global warming and clean water are now paramount in society cause again ...gotta have a world to live in to rule it.
Murderers get murdered...nuff said..there are way to many undeserving mouths to feed. I'm not about that shit u kill someone you will be killed ur damn self. A couple of jails in the country are now my hideouts...of course they renovated cuz who knows what shit goes down in jails (I hope to never find out)
Yea free speech would be ok but if u talkin about me imna get mad...I mean it's only natural and I'm a man of complete power so I'd advise against it...all the rush limbaughs and Ann coulters and even the Bill mahers and i luv that dude (no homo) shit even jay leno If I had a bad day n u gettin at me... I'd advise them to hide out after it or some shit. If I won the election chances are that rush has met an unfortunate accident the next day anyway lol
Hmm iite that's it lol
OK soo Iunno why i wrote this its just that congress n shit is cockblocking OD on this health bill and i just wanted a story where i can shoot a con gr"i" ssma n (aint no one govt offishal finding this and coming for my ass). I mean Rome wasn't built in a day and in no way am i saying the president can't do a better job than my socialist/ dictatorial ass lol. I just want things done really. By gods grace it will.
Yea free speech would be ok but if u talkin about me imna get mad...I mean it's only natural and I'm a man of complete power so I'd advise against it...all the rush limbaughs and Ann coulters and even the Bill mahers and i luv that dude (no homo) shit even jay leno If I had a bad day n u gettin at me... I'd advise them to hide out after it or some shit. If I won the election chances are that rush has met an unfortunate accident the next day anyway lol
Hmm iite that's it lol
OK soo Iunno why i wrote this its just that congress n shit is cockblocking OD on this health bill and i just wanted a story where i can shoot a con gr"i" ssma n (aint no one govt offishal finding this and coming for my ass). I mean Rome wasn't built in a day and in no way am i saying the president can't do a better job than my socialist/ dictatorial ass lol. I just want things done really. By gods grace it will.
lol i coulda swooorn i posted this a week ago... It is now 3/22 and the health bill has passed lol ... ima post this anyway...stay frosty people
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Iite back to business now iunno what I is but the issue of time and the past has been flooding my mind.
thoughts of time wasted and time misused has been bugging me but i learned that i cant help it time will move foward whether its spent sitting in front of the TV or working.
Now when u think about it every second that passes is a fraction of time u will never get back... you can save it so that u eventually have free time down the line but you cant stop it. The only thing that makes the past a factor is us. Our heads and hearts give the seconds, minutes, days, years significance...
Some events deserve to be held. Events such as memories of a lost loved one or an achievement that brings you to where you are at during the present definitely deserve to be remembered and its our minds and the minds of our loved ones is what keeps these people,places and achievements alive...even if they were lost in the past. but that ideal in itself is such a thin line cause when u think about it these things are gone forever if you let it.
Like for example one day u chillin boo'd up (i hate that word) wit someone and y'all break up on shitty terms the only thing that's keepin them prevalent and in your life is you. If one deletes the person outright from their life who's to say you've ever met them. You lose someone ...u format ur hard drive and let time do it's thing. eventually they will be replaced and forgotten but thats only comes with time, especially if you were close. U may not know if you'll ever get over em or if you'll ever see em again but one thing that is certain is that time will continue on and what you do from the minute yall split is on you...u wanna wallow in whatever you're feeling? anger, fear, sadness or do you wanna keep it movin?
Like for example one day u chillin boo'd up (i hate that word) wit someone and y'all break up on shitty terms the only thing that's keepin them prevalent and in your life is you. If one deletes the person outright from their life who's to say you've ever met them. You lose someone ...u format ur hard drive and let time do it's thing. eventually they will be replaced and forgotten but thats only comes with time, especially if you were close. U may not know if you'll ever get over em or if you'll ever see em again but one thing that is certain is that time will continue on and what you do from the minute yall split is on you...u wanna wallow in whatever you're feeling? anger, fear, sadness or do you wanna keep it movin?
Every dissappointing thing that has happened in ya life... let it roll off ya back b. cuz time won't let u catch a breather the faster you get over it the better...and as your "present" becomes further and further away from that said dissappointing thing the better you'll be.
On the flipside tho time is constantly shaving pieces of our life as it goes on. Minutes, days years..will be lost as we breath yea there will be another 9pm, Tuesday and 2000sumthing but it won't be the same..
Ain't no time like the present...
i hope u get what im sayin cuz its kinda out there a little lol ..
shit wait til u read what i got commin next lol
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Iite so its been awhile and im just gonna cut to the chase.
its happened again these Philly bitches are impossible lol at least this time i got to beat annnd it wasnt as drawn out as the JS situation.
I was feeling the chick but she proved to be disloyal even as she put herself in a situation where loyalty is needed ...smh im actin like i had a choice in the matter..
fuck it though that situation, this situation and what numerous people are telling me about women from Philadelphia are basically turning me off to the whole region... i'll still chase tho, still pursue but as far as relationships n isht goes....no fuccin way. Not anymore... she would have to be from somewhere else like me lol.
i'll go for consistent sex though....and i'm shuttin myself off from single mothers and bitches under 20 years old
a learning experience indeed...smh
Iite so I kno I haven't been blogging as much but shit a nigga can't be upon it all year long. Iunno maybe it may be time to let it go lol
Syke
Nahh although it is on the horizon I'm not about to let it go yet. Before I do Ima make it public to my social network, maybe.
So what's new? Nothin much.
So what's new? Nothin much.
Well...there is this girl...
I didn't wanna write shit while things were progressing cause there has to be a fuckin curse when it comes to blogging while trying to pursue something with someone. Writin bout smutz ain't nothing but when it comes to the real, ima be cautious from now on.
I'm gonna be honest was/am a bit on gaurd with this one a bit cause of what happened last time. I've been trying to not get attached to her but that just made her more attatched to me making me come around. I'm not gonna lie things advanced reeeeal fast. When i wrote this post right here been talking for about a week now n we really feelin each other.
MONDAY:
Aight so yesterday yo boy got them draws. I feel like I finally drank some water lol ok not water maybe some fuck it I was a freak deprived lol. Details?? Maybe
I saw shorty yesterday n spent the whoole day with her i must have left her crib at like 3 am. Her Pops wasn't home so we took liberties not all of em I'm proud of but we took some and I can cross a certain act out my list if u kno what I'm sayin lol.
Iite so after we did our biz...well we never really finished cuz her cousin stopped by from south Philly she was ridin with us to go to my chicks brother's crib but dammit she was early lol n we never got to finish...well i never got to finish, she was good smh. I got shorties lil man ready for the party. Then I went to go warm up my whip little did I know an FML moment would happen. I go outside n took a good look at my whip...my fuckin lights was on.
In case ur askin
Yes my battery was dead as week old shit.
After about 30 minutes tryin to flag down a passerby one dude wit a white van juiced my car up for 5 bux lol. I had no complaints I was missing the start of the superbowl at this point and I still had to get shorties lil sis. So on our way to her big brothers crib my best friend who happened to be a female Codename P hit me up. N shorty had my phone cause I was about to text moms someisht about the car. So all of a sudden she was like who's P? I told her she was on some friend isht and she took it as that but I wasnt gonna be suprised if she reacted in some typa way because the night before we were talkin about each ohers jealousy tendencies. Now me I keep it rational. Meaning it doesn't take much to raise a flag but I'm not gonna fly off the handle just cuz some nigga wrote a couple of letters on ya wall.
I didn't wanna write shit while things were progressing cause there has to be a fuckin curse when it comes to blogging while trying to pursue something with someone. Writin bout smutz ain't nothing but when it comes to the real, ima be cautious from now on.
I'm gonna be honest was/am a bit on gaurd with this one a bit cause of what happened last time. I've been trying to not get attached to her but that just made her more attatched to me making me come around. I'm not gonna lie things advanced reeeeal fast. When i wrote this post right here been talking for about a week now n we really feelin each other.
She cute, got a nice body for me, thick ;-). a rack you can recite Shakespeare from, we dig the same type of music...the thing is shes kinda young and...you guessed it...got a kid. lol its real out here in philly man.
MONDAY:
Aight so yesterday yo boy got them draws. I feel like I finally drank some water lol ok not water maybe some fuck it I was a freak deprived lol. Details?? Maybe
I saw shorty yesterday n spent the whoole day with her i must have left her crib at like 3 am. Her Pops wasn't home so we took liberties not all of em I'm proud of but we took some and I can cross a certain act out my list if u kno what I'm sayin lol.
Iite so after we did our biz...well we never really finished cuz her cousin stopped by from south Philly she was ridin with us to go to my chicks brother's crib but dammit she was early lol n we never got to finish...well i never got to finish, she was good smh. I got shorties lil man ready for the party. Then I went to go warm up my whip little did I know an FML moment would happen. I go outside n took a good look at my whip...my fuckin lights was on.
In case ur askin
Yes my battery was dead as week old shit.
After about 30 minutes tryin to flag down a passerby one dude wit a white van juiced my car up for 5 bux lol. I had no complaints I was missing the start of the superbowl at this point and I still had to get shorties lil sis. So on our way to her big brothers crib my best friend who happened to be a female Codename P hit me up. N shorty had my phone cause I was about to text moms someisht about the car. So all of a sudden she was like who's P? I told her she was on some friend isht and she took it as that but I wasnt gonna be suprised if she reacted in some typa way because the night before we were talkin about each ohers jealousy tendencies. Now me I keep it rational. Meaning it doesn't take much to raise a flag but I'm not gonna fly off the handle just cuz some nigga wrote a couple of letters on ya wall.
My tendencies are normal shit i feel even though normal nowadays are niggas there who wanna play it safe n just banish their lady from havin words with anyone. Understandable but irrational. Shiet as i grew to like her more I told her not to chill wit her friends anymore. Not in those bold words but thats what was said... I had to chill on that because here we are gettin close and im playin the insecure jealous dude. I blame the last girl i was tryin to get and knowing this i cooled down on that.
Her however she straight up threatened anyone who she says "touches me". (?!!?!) like I'm on some role reversal isht. Obviously Those same sanctions are implied with me to her but to have her say that was weird and kinda cute at the same time I knew it would be a future problem tho.
FOOD CONFESSION brought to you by
Desert or Disaster if you not following, you swallowing and thats not necessarily a bad thing no matter what your..ok lemme stop
5. umm i don't like Haitian food (sorry Nads). maybe it's cause i was force fed it while i was a young buck. I'd take beatings cause i didn't eat for one reason or another. So i just avoided it all together as soon as i was able to without getting beat like kunta kinte in roots (def wasn't that bad but shit whippings hurt).
4. being that i dislike haitian food I cut out rice completely out of my diet. I don't eat rice, i havent eaten rice for years...well there was that one time but i was high and it was coated with cheese so i was cool with it but I'll never eat rice again...
3. I disli...i mean abhor seafood. I hate the shit outta fish especially cause when i was younger (in Haiti) in fact I ate fish this one time and a fish bone got stuck on the roof of my mouth...it was fucking terrible. I haven't tasted shrimp, lobster, crabs..n all other seafood as a result. Eff seafood!!
2. If i havent tried it chances are I wont unless goaded to. I try to stick to what i know lol.
1. I hate hot dogs. If i eat a hot dog i will get nauseous and i may puke. Iunno its probably the processed meat or that fact that I may be eating anything from processed cockroaches to cow ass.
0. umm I love green granny smith apples. I ate one everyday this past July, sometimes two per day....this wasn't the first time this has happened lol.
-1. I cant eat Chinese food. I used to without no problem but me seeing a cooked dead rat on the internet and shit i just cant bring myself to eating that junk anymore Plus its not even good for you. Even the thought of eatin a rat just weirds me the FUCK OUT.
-2. I dislike turkey....I just don't like it.
-3. I remember back in the day i would stay away from peanut butter because I once opened a jar of peanut butter and it was oily n shiny so .... it ruined it for me. I haven't consumed butter since the days of me watching sesame street lol.
-4. I can't eat honeycomb or i'll throw up... haven't ate that since i was a kid
-5. I hate mayo, cant stand the shit. It looks like fat and it gives me the shits.
Iiite thats it
lol
feels mad good writing that down.
What are your Food Confessions????
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god before anything
love before anything
real before everything
home before anyplace
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love power slay the hate
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players say it to they face
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race at the table straight
flow greatest like the greatest lakes
capes all greatest states
quiet water major waves
steer the course make a way
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full flavor in the native strain
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yall seen them play the bait
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god before everything
love before anything
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love power slay the hate
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love this song
Later that day I when over to my boys crib from college shit was on and poppin. I Gave everyone at the crib a pound and then they gave me a drink lol. Now these dudes are white but they cool as fuck, they been cool as fuck, I met em living in downtown Albany. Me and one of my roomates were the only black people in the "college ghetto" it seems. He introduced me to his best friend who then "intoEd" me to the rest of his roomates who I all became cool with. Now I'm a cool as dude and I pride myself to adapting to any situation so coolin with these dudes wasn't anything, it was hard to get used to cause sometimes I'd be the only black dude in the room. But me n the whole cru became mad cool that I ended up roomin wit em for their last year in Albany.
There was always something with these dudes, first time I saw one of em he jumped out of a window onto some boxes they all piled up after they moved into their crib in Albany lol smh I knew i was into some shit after i saw that. Lol and although they were cool as shit the negatives is the women lol yoo a whitegirl has to be a super model in order for me to find em attractive. I don't find em ugly they just don't flip my switch, I blame THEIR media. I done had a few but that was to meet a quota lol naw...circumstance. Or maybe my boys just hang out wih some busted chicks lol uhh yeah that's it! lol anyway enough back story.
Friday
we went to this club, cover was free cause there was a guestlist I was in that bitch as soon as I walked in the door, no sneaking in like last time lol. The place was wack, I think it was called 'Backroom' and it was a wierd spot. I don't know what the fuck the owner was thinking serving drinks on a mug instead of a glass but that shit bugged me out. The fact that there were no fine black sistas in there also made me write the place off. I chilled got my drink on until it was finally time to leave. The chick got bottle service but i wasnt about to get down on they shit cause i dont know em like that...if I was a bit drunker lol i wouldnt have gave a fuck...but it would have bit me because after some dragon breathed witch was barking at my boy cause he didnt put down 20 bucks for the one cup of wine/vodka they had. He was fighting that shit cuz no way a person in they right mind is gonna pay that much money for a mug full of alchohol ...shit...he was a mess though throughout the night stumbling and bumbling ...spilling shit smh lol ....it happens tho.
My other dude saved the night though fowarding us to another spot to meet up a couple of ladies they have come to become friendly with. As soon as we walked in the place i could tell the vibe was sooo much better, loud music 80 percent dance floor and a nice amount of people. All of a sudden i turn around and drunkymcdrunkstein from the last paragraph was making out with some chick lol. My boy made introductions so she wasnt random to them, they was also trying to pair me up with they homegirl but the other drunk on our team was cock blockin heavy. I wasnt trippin though cause aside from the titties she was ok besides i dont have a bed. Highlight of the Night!! one of my boys whiling out when pants on the ground came on and actually unzipping his pants and danced around with his pants on the ground lol....twas an interesting night indeed lol.
Saturday
Saturday was mad fun cause we had the day. chilled got up and got some subway ...i ate subway threee times that day ;-) talked about the last night and .....
Anyway. That night we went to DonnyBrook which was supposed to be a low key bar but damn was there alot of people in that bish. I danced all night with those same chicks though and drank like a muthafucka. nothing major.
Sunday
we got up and went to another one of my dudes, dads establishments. The homies father has a spot in the lower east side so we got brunched up over there. Peep this. their special was 13.99 for a meal of your choice and unlimited margaritas for an hour. I had 5 of them bitches and I was drunk and full at 11 in the morning.
Brother Jimmy's BBQ1485 2 Avenue, New York, NY 10075-2001
There you go..don't tell me i never gave you anything. I was tossed. From there we drank until the games started niggas watched the Jets lose and the Saints win. Then we went and watch yet another one of my homies do their thing at a local bar where him and his band (The Turn) tear it up every Sunday night. It didnt sound like it but it was a low key night a well needed low key night. From there everyone went to sleep after a round of videogames and I left in the morning.
There you go..don't tell me i never gave you anything. I was tossed. From there we drank until the games started niggas watched the Jets lose and the Saints win. Then we went and watch yet another one of my homies do their thing at a local bar where him and his band (The Turn) tear it up every Sunday night. It didnt sound like it but it was a low key night a well needed low key night. From there everyone went to sleep after a round of videogames and I left in the morning.
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