Simulated Creativity

Posted by VonDign 7/24/09 1 opinions

Creativity is a mental and social process involving the generation of new ideas or concepts, or new associations of the creative mind between existing ideas or concepts. Creativity is fueled by the process of either conscious or unconscious insight. An alternative conception of creativeness is that it is simply the act of making something new.




I remember back in the day being creative came from a pure place; like being creative was for your sake, so that you don't have to live in a banal, insipid ass world. Being a creative person meant shaping the world or yourself in your image. Some people exhibit (have) such characteristics (traits) but most do not and its cool. If everyone was creative then the world as a whole would be aesthetically (having to do with beauty) pleasing and painters/artists and real actors would be in a higher place in society. Not only that, people can be recognized solely for their craft and the best would be acknowledged. But we don't live in a totally creative world and its cool cuz that's why we special. But to laud (praise) ones creativity when all they doing is building upon what the next nigga.bish is doing is preposterous (retarded).
Cases and Points.

Iunno if ya'll know but homeboy (Tommy Lee) is like 50. I think he was in Motley Cru or sum isht but hes been known for his tattooage. Then (for all i know) came the homeboy Travis Barker came out and ODed getting his whole torso done (or more) Iunno. Then comes lil Weezy who gradually became as tatted up as both Tommy Lee and Travis barker combined lol. Now iunno if such a thing measures creativity but damn after Wayne everyone and they moms started covering they body with tatts. IE. Soulja Boy, Bow Wow, Tygas wack ass random bitches around the way. Niggas is doing it just to do it in the process killing the tattoo game but thats another post.











Now we got the hair game getting played out. Iunno I thought Cassie was crazy for ge
ttin half her head shaved but then Lala came out with it and she was smoking (i know i'd beat). Then Rihanna came and killed it with her sexy self. Iunno when it became ok for women to rock the baldy I personally wouldn't fucc anyone wit a baldy outside of Amber Rose cuz she got it like that. Now you would think since I like solange so much I'd be feeling her baldy as much as A.R, ennnnt WRONG. Her isht look like a mistake and im mad as fuck that she did that to herself now iunno if it was a misstep on her part cuz she wanted to follow a trend or that she just dared to be different but all she did was amanaged to look like a fool lol and she coming off the Celebrity Fuckability list.


When did Creativity and Individuality and Daring to be Different mean augmenting someone else's stylo? Are we as a people that limited when it comes to imagination that we deem copying others OK? Shouldn't one be embarrassed that you got caught trying to look like someone else? how do you even look at the other person you trying to emulate? Its basically pathetic and I cant get down with that..

Oh yeah i done veered off and i forgot to recall some shit that happened while i was on my first day at work.

OK apparently the store is a target for an insane amount of professional thieves and I was almost duped by one. She was this white chick with some big ass titties (<-- not her but sorta like so) and she wore this low cut deal that had me standing at attention but I couldn't really be oding with it cuz my trainer and some employees were around me since I was new at ringing up actual people. She came to my register complaining about losing a shirt she was about to buy. Like, she wouldnt shut up about it but I wasn't complaining cuz I just wanted to look at the titties take what she wanted to buy, ring that shit up and watch her walk away to see if she had an ass to match. I was about to ring her up but homegirl Jamie Lynn a fine ass spanish chick from New Jersey was adamant about taking her. J.L. had the long hair, gorgeous eyes a monroe piercing (which im not too crazy about cuz it distracts me) and a nice lil body but i just got finished watching the sexual harassment video earlier that morning so I wasnt about to trip.
So she rang her up and come to find out she switched the tags on the clothes. Homegirl took a $28 tag from pepe jeans and put it on a $200 blousy thing, She did that with alot of the clothes in her possession so she was about to use her complaint + her boobiage (boob.e.age) to distract me from the fact that she switching taggs. Talk about taking advantage of the new guy. Good thing security was up on her though, making everybody (but me) up on her since the communication is tight over there. She wasnt thrown in jail cuz she left abruptly after she was confronted by J.L. . Macys jail is nooo joke people and folks have no problem snitchin on yo ass specially since we get rewards :-D

I'll holla ;->

Igoogle names

Posted by VonDign 0 opinions

I started work this past Monday and although it is RETAIL :-( Its iite. You gotta do what you gotta do in this time. I wanted a Resume polishing/ real real world job (with significant upward mobility and nice pay) The pay at Macy's is the lowest I've ever went for but its an on call gig so I'm going to keep looking. I went through two days of training/orientation The first day I sat in a room with this chick and we each practiced ringing up merchandise and all the other processes that would enable us to work in Macy's.
I said few words to the chick but at that moment I knew everything about her. The Human Resources lady left our files in the room with us and it was open so while everyone was at lunch I helped myself to her file. Don't ask I'm very curious and umm stalker ish lol. I knew her Social Security number but i wasn't finna do anything with it. I mean, that fucks up lives and besides I'm not ODing like that. Anyway, that situation made me realize that I'm mad curious about the people i meet. Like when i meet a chick I'd run her name through Google and while that didn't do shit 5-10 years ago. Nowadays it gets craaaaazy results.

  • The emergence of Social networks and blogs and people Using their real name on the Internet at an all time high, you can find almost anyone on google. Most of the people I've met I already knew their facebook or myspace before it was even brought out into conversation.
That's why I don't ever use my real name on the Internet. That's too much info cuz If you using your real name in every network the common denominator is that name. Any mothafucka in the world can be inclined to search for me or you on any platform and they'd get extended info and that's something I'm not ready to be down with, shiet I'm not even trying to have that happen to me. Me having followers on here sometimes gets to me. Don't get me wrong I like the comments and to have people take an interest in what I'm saying on here but by nature I'm a private nigga... I'm trying to work on it though which is why my blog isn't private as of now. I even got Juju readin (after a long wait).

Back on my habit on googling people, once it worked and I found mad info on this chick like last year It instantly became common place. It's like the background check that take place, almost as a prerequisite. I don't ask for last names though, that would be weird. It comes through in conversation as we naturally progress and when i do get it eventually I'd go on google and find shit lol, Im semi subconsiously expecting to find that one of the girls im talking to has a criminal record lol.

  • Wow the T.O. show is on TV already......Homegirl (Terrell Owens' Publicist) found her long lost older sister I presume (cuz she got emotional) ?? how convenient. How come in most reality TV shows something life altering happens. How lucky are the producers that they done picked the right time to film their show. :- / reality TV my entire ass.

Seed 4.0

Posted by VonDign 7/15/09 3 opinions

Speaking of pregnant people i think some chick i used to fuck with is pregnant, i may be assuming but I too have an intuition (ladies). Ohhh no way its mine so she just came up cuz she called me the other day trying to get it if she was preggers i dont think she woulda wanted to fuck specially since the due date is in September (allegedly) So to digress, i don't think she's pregnant.-


So how wrong was I. Thats optimism for ya. Homegirl is in fact pregnant. I texted her out the blue with a "Hey, how are you feeling"

Ny: "fine, u"
Me: "im good, i was just asking since you pregnant and all"
Ny: " you found out thru Myspace" (how sad)
Me: "yeah, and im tight you aint tell me"...blah blah blah
Ny: I didnt know until 2 weeks ago that IM 7 MONTHS PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!










My Reaction ---->
i kid u not















Yo is that shit even possible, now im not OBGYN and i havent really been around a pregnant lady. well i have but at that point i wasnt even aware such a thing called vagina existed. But im sure that certain things have to happen when you pregnant. Morning sickness, enlarged uterus lol and the like. How do you not know that you've been pregnant for 7 months. She should be on the next season of " i didnt know i was pregnant" on TLC. She was about 2 months away from having a kid on the street or sumthin.
Anyway im skeptical but it doesn't matter cuz all that means is that my dry spell has extended somewhat otherwise I don't care. Now this bish has 4 kids and she dolo. Its crazy but i understand...the way she rides a dick made it wholly understandable, she gets doown! She almost had my kid by accident. Iunno for some reason I wasnt having refractory periods (dead dick after u cum) so I kept going and my condom was so filled w/ cum that it slipped up inside her consequentially she got preggers and i talked my ass out of it by emploring for an abortion. She didn't believe in it but it worked, she got it done and I was off the hook. Someone wasnt so persuasive though.... It sucks but i soo did not want a child with her. Granted my decision to use Iron Dick to rock her world was a bad idea but I cant be connected to a woman with three other kids in that way. Cold? maybe but damn it was an accident in the purest sense of the word, the fuck was I to do??? I did what was necessary to me and I probably would do it again.

....Sad but true






What if? ishts crazy lol

Posted by VonDign 7/11/09 0 opinions

Ahh just came back from the gym and Im feeling great, feeling good! Now, as we continue on
Megan Fox:

I saw transformers for the first time in its entirety last week (late? yeah, yeah i know ) and when she was on the screen I couldn't take eyes off her. Her body isn't the greatest but it's right for her frame. Again the eyes are tight so are tha breastises but the face as a whole is flawless she gotta be mixed w/ sumthin cuz, Daaaaaaaamn


Peep this here:


And the Kicker:

Yess... ;->
you think they Superimpose nipples in movies? you know like green screen the nipple, on some CGI shit.

This post is kinda like the earlier posts: Celebrity Fuckability (add to dictionary) and She Could Geddit Im basically objectifying females who are celebrities n shit


Neve Campbell











Homegirl is Canadian but I think she Scottish and Dutch. Home girl got a pretty face and some sexy ass eyes. She was probably one of the first Caucasian femmes that moved me. I was diggin her in scream and in that one movie where she was kissin up on this other bad bish.

One thing about her though is her body. I'm not sure she has an ass (i didnt check cuz if she did it probably would have got some type of attention) and her tatas leave less to be desired.



See what i mean.... :-/


...Ive never been turned off by a topless female but there you have it. Put her face on this right here
(<----) and we have business Shieeeeeeeet not that her face aint isht, im just sayin...



































Dating + Extraness

Posted by VonDign 7/10/09 0 opinions

Hmm that's how you know you've been out the game, when shit doesn't come naturally and you're constantly thinking about what you should do you aren't in your element....Im trying to conform to the elements though cuz shorty got all the right weaponry.

lips
smile
titties
thighs
ass
personality to match all that

(that wasnt a list and it def wasnt in order of importance; just so you know)

Am I the only one who hates this dating thing? Cuz yea you trying to build with somebody but you paying to build. I'm not Jerry Jones (owner of the Dallas Cowboys) im not trying to pay for a stadium thats why I stay away from the dating scene.

Case and point: This ass date here

I spent what 50 bones feeling like a sucka and i didnt even get to beat, damn shame. (Major L)

Anyway I'm sorta wary of who I date and the idea of dating in general, If anything that even remotely resembles a date comes up in conversation i get a cold streak up my spine lol. I didnt have a major problem taking homegirl out the other day it was just bowling and I'm really digging her more than the usual ass and titties thing. Ever since i got the number we've been talking everynight til 3-4 am in the morning (she just hit me upp)

Her aura is significant it just makes me wanna be around her. I def dont wanna come off strong though even though my natural inclination is to do so. Her wanting to take it slow makes me respect her in some wierd way and it makes me want her even more. Iunno... some male shit, I respect the chix i sleep with on the first night too cuz either thats how they flow (hope not) or im just special like that.... I would believe the latter. ;-)

Why is that so though?
I guess, with me, It puts her in a class above the usual chix i fuck with, well not class but i see her in a different light. If i wanna eat her out I dont have to worry about if there has been diq in there recently (ignit i know but fuck u). I dont have to worry if i have anything as a result of fuccin with a chick that did me early. Also I guess it goes back the type of chick we see ourselves spending our lives with (if that still exists anymore). Lets keep it 500 a sexually moral chick has a better chance of getting love and dick at the same time....by the same niggadude.

Sad but true but the list is too long if i had to name you all it wouldn't fit in the song - Transplants

Iite boom

So I went out on a date, nothing major we just went bowling...people seem to like that alot around here ...alot more than NY and I've always enjoyed it so why not. We go bowling and i beat her twice but that's irrelevant lol, I'm nice. So anyway we play our sets we talking, vibing and everything... I even modified her bowling stance just as an excuse to touch her; this happened like 3 times. The next two times she initiated it talking like: "where do I stand again???" Shes so sexy, i peeped what she was doing though...
Anyway we played and everything and I walked her to her whip (she drove over since the alley was near me) where we proceeded to talk for the next hour and a half ( im guessing) and I put it in my head that I'm definitely gonna kiss homegirl cuz those lips were so(ul) amazing. I just needed to figure out when and under which circumstance. Now me I'm a strategic person I just think too much specially on something like a date....this is like my third 'first-date' ever and I still don't have it down pat.
Now if I have homegirl in my bedroom watching a movie Ive seen already then I'm the 2009 Shaq Oneal Superman Veteran Status. So as she's talking I just plant her with one and then she starts acting weird lol. Homegirl is mad expressive so she starts blushing, like looking all timid and bashful. Now in all my years Ive never got that reaction so part of me is nervous cuz I'm really feeling her. Another part of me was like maybe shes just OD shy when it comes to that which is probably the case cuz every compliment I gave her was met by the same reaction So im not trippin, but then again...you never know what goes on in a womans mind (even though im tryin).

Randomness

Posted by VonDign 7/2/09 0 opinions

Well i met someone new, she seems cool and we seem to be hittin it off so we'll see how that goes.

  • Sweet, nice body, personality is the bomb and no kids WHATWHAT! lol

Still don't have a fucking job, shit is wack.
  • its been like six months is Philadelphia that fuckin dry! I can't stand being unemployed and being here is fuckin killin a nigga. (ventilation)
My Kaplan classes for the GRE starts next week, i can't wait.
  • winging it for the GRE didn't work as well as i hoped. I'm shooting for a specific score and ima need some aid.
Yo, watching " I'm 16 and Pregnant" makes my life look amazing!
  • then again the father of the child is a fucking moron and he's bound for a wake-up call in like 5 minutes.
Speaking of pregnant people i think some chick i used to fuck with is pregnant, i may be assuming but I too have an intuition (ladies). Ohhh no way its mine so she just came up cuz she called me the other day trying to get it if she was preggers i dont think she woulda wanted to fuck specially since the due date is in september (allegedly) So to digress, i don't think she's pregnant.

Yo my knee is acting up again...ok lol now im writing about anything no matter how banal it is! im gonna stop now lol

Pieces