OK lemme tell you a story.
- Man dates Woman
- Man really digs woman specially cause she's makin him wait. He respects all that shit.
- He eventually really wants to bone her before all that though shorty's skeptical self doubt's dudes statistics...the fact that he has no bastard children, the fact that he hasnt seen the inside of a cell, etc.
- dude gets turned off by the fact facial hair has entered the equation
"yo lemme use your bathroom"
"iite"
*scene: bathroom*
*Enters living room...family guy on the TV*
*tv/convo flow*
"hmm i don't have to do this like tho.. do I really wanna go thru wit this? cuz sex is never just sex and is that what i want?? changes things and u know this are you ready for that change? do you care?... I wanna see her naked. dang her convo good and it's rare that I can act like myself around a chick off top like that...hmmi probably shouldn't do this if I just wanna fuck...damn that smile lol dang she soo sexy n she has no idea how i'm finna hit her from the back ...naw naw u gotta make a decision u gon fuck it or not? Not! Not!? Why all that?? !!!! WTF!!!!!! Got damn allergies!!!!!!! Yo I can't let my nose run around her like that!!!!"
{He said she said}
"Shit my allergies are a muhafucka Mann lemme use ya bathroom??"
"haha iite"
*blows nose, not too loudly cuz I don't want her thinkin bout the snot hittin my mouth...some of it actually does lol*
*napkin*.
Enter...conscience
"iite...game time...you know what u have to do to fuck her she willin to go as far as u willin to take it...maybe ,maybe not, thats on YOU...but that's not why we're here...y'all not ONLY talkin about fuckin huh? Y'all got stuff in common n shit, she obvii diggs your chocolate ass n like what you said earlier you are yourself around her shit u got the potential to have a friend and fucker...the banter is like that of jun.p.shushu. N the sexual economics is there... something progressive can go from here if thats what we want. what do we want?? cuz this is important...we fuckin n leaving or are we fuckin and staying...hol up.. Are we fucking??. Are we here for the pussy or the complete package cuz Karma is a bitch and we've felt it before, Do we want to hurt her like we've been hurt do we care about her feelings at all cuz if she's all in and we aint then we can't fuck her...I keep sayin...I mean..you keep sayin u not like the rest and right here in this bathroom is where u can prove it again.. Sex changes things, sex changes things, sex changes things..does she even change for sex?? Fuck her! Mindset shit...who is she? Who are we? what happens?"
I think too much
IIte so ...*thinks* on friday something notable happened apparently someone (I just recently named her "Squirts") decided it was time to unload all her grievances with me, on me. I gotta admit i did ask for it though.mI could have sworn she knew what we were. Granted I could have made it a bit more vanilla for her but I put sprinkles on my words naturally cause i'm too fucking nice (externally).
These are just pieces of the convo...i def wasn't about to type the whole damn thing cause i don't have a smart phone like everyone does...although i do have an Itouch (love that ipod touch). anyway ....
ME:Yo wuttup what u up to?
Her: Chillin
ME: Chillin huh? yo is something buggin you? u seeing someone else or something ?
her: Why u ask that?
Me: I just wanted to know since we aren't texting like usual and you've been short wit me.
her: No im not seeing anyone its just that u be actiing as though u wanna leave when i speak my mind, when you at my house.
Me: Whhat the sleeping over thing??
her: then you complain that your hand hurts or whatever u wont eat my pussy for some reason i dont know why(i actually do) thats how i cum 2 but wateva
her: You never even invited me over to your house
Me: Ohh iite it was good while it lasted i guess...
Her: So basically you got nothing to say about that. how come you didnt invite me over and why is it a hassle for you to actually make me cum.
Me: Cuz I got a car and i could come to you and daaaam! i damn near got carpal tunnel trying to make you cum, besides you cum when i fuck you.
her: Just because i cum when you fuck me doesn't mean i'm gonna cum every single time. and i like getting my pussy eaten just like you want you're dick sucked.
Me: True.. but u get what i was sayin bout the hand thing though right? Carpal tunnel is some serious shit! surgical shit!
her: Yess i do but why don't u like going down on me? be honest why don't you want me to?
Me: I usually dont go for oral cuz im not comfy doing that yet.
her: K
etcetera etcetera, yadda yadda yadda
It should have been done after i was like "ohh iite it was good while it lasted". I'm not the one to argue and if she was so beat up about it she could go and do something. It is what it is like...at this point I'm put off like huh how long were you holding this in?
Me: So we done? iite then
her: we cool. we can continue our thing..
at this point I was hoping that she would be so disgusted that she'd be on some fuck Don shit. But she wasn't then all the talk about cumming and eating and pussy got me antsy so I regrettably said I'd see her on Saturday (the next day)
what?? i felt guilty lol.
But that didn't stop her from continuing on ...well with a lil help from my poking and prodding.
She starts talking about me leaving early last time and how it got her feeling some type of way and that's why she caught an attitude.
her: you cant expect me not to feel some type of way when you cum and don'tmake the move to help me with it. I have to tell you to do it
Me: really wow? thats it? you sounding so selfish right now
her: I'm not selfish if i'm so then why you talking to me then since i'm so selfish
Me: cuz i like the sex and you type cool to be around
her:K
Me: ?? whats that mean??
her: thats how you feel, its fine
me: ooook
Hmm as I look at what i just typed I just noticed that she actually used the phrase "talking to" ...damn she definitely regressed. I didn't notice it cause i take those words literally. Like I take "talking to" as"parle-ing with" or " speaking to" so It didn't really register with me. I personally hate that phrase actually. 
At that point i didn't know if it was done or not but then she hit me up the next day talking about "u coming"? So i rolled through and i guess like 10 minutes into "Dead Presidents" she start with a "so u think I'm selfish huh" I got past all that without screwing up my chances of doing what I came to do and we wound up going 4 rounds. Iunno she must have got off on arguing with me cause 5 minutes after that she started grabbing DMV grabbing became stroking then we weren't watching dead presidents no more.
We started kissing (something i haven't done to her in a while) then I lift her shirt and began sucking her DD's I like sucking on the non pierced one so that naturally got the most of my attention. I wrap my left arm under her as i began to play with her cooch under her betty boop pajamas (not for too long though). As i do this she started to head for my dick. As she began stroking it i went to get the condiment so that i can Wrap it Up (wrap it up yall).
Shit I'm a fast starter specially if i have a mini break from sex in general and Ima admit this the first go didn't last long maybe like 10 mins one position. She knows this I know this so I'm not tripping. Second go round was long but she still didn't get hers so I hooked her numb ass clitoris up with some index/pointer action...nothing. I had two more go's left and it kinda became a mission to make her gush. I fucked her deeper gripping her inner thighs as i hit it from the back. The position ended up with me on top of her facing her back gripping her titts and while shes laying on her stomach im pounding it out with her legs closed that felt soooo goood we nutted at the same time. Not much of a victory even though it felt like it because I intended on making her catch up based on principle. So we go to a pizza store n shit for a break cause that last session took a toll on da main vein, besides I had to recharge the batteries. we ate..watched some TV then we were at it again in no time.
One last time cause well...cause I had one last rubber. This "sesh" wasn't anything at all I made her drip twice stroking it from missionary and then from the back. I luv squirters cuz after they cum the pussy just seems soooo better like damn you would think I came too right.... wrong!!! The condom started acting funny...well not acting funny but at a certain point i felt like i was stretching it out so I didnt take any chances... I sacrificed the nut and threw away the condom. She tried getting me off on some HJ isht but it was a no go...she probably got herself some damn carpal tunnel by trying for as long as she did.
yayy family guy is on.
I think I beat my all time high in sessions in a 6 hour period. Anyway how i get four sessions without apologizing and promising anything is beyond me. I should have been more final in the arguement but a part of me still wanted to beat. I def need to set things straight with her though
Vodka and Rum
Alright I don't do this often but music is a very "instrumental" part of my life and i feel that there is a lack of musical posts in my shit. Its not like its totally my fault though ( I type as some asshat blasts Gucci Mane out his car while rolling down my street) hmmm maybe its due to lack of inspiration =)
Anyway this Mixtape right here
Fire; nothing new in terms of lyrical content cause most of the songs are basically taken from other popular cuts from back in the day and even recently (hence "saturday night fever"- wyclef+ kanye verse from "american boy" over a crazy ass beat). The beats are tight as fuck! The most notable thing in my eyes is the unlikely tandem of a Jamaican and a Russian making music of all things...i can see them makin a killa drink though.
From Russia to Jamaica. The much talked-about new hip-hop duo Fly Gypsy made its first splash in late 2008...Founded by the Russian-born producer and songwriter Alexei Jendayi and the Jamaican-born emcee Komplex (aka Kowboy Kom), Fly Gypsy became an instant favorite among fans thanks to its infectious beats, catchy hooks, satirical concepts, and polished image. Music critics, meanwhile, have praised the Washington, D.C.-based duo for attaining broad commercial appeal without compromising its musicianship or its message, frequently comparing the duo to the Fugees, Jay-Z, and Kanye West. SOURCE: Jango
Not bad company to be compared to...
Speaking of Jamaican i had my first Jamaican not too long ago; I've always wanted to fuck a Jamaican chick but it just never happened, i should have made it a mission but... well actually not really. It was tight as fucc though. "The way she backed it up on me baby oww have mercy" I didn't get head from her though cuz if i did I wouldn't use a condom and then i'd have to wonder and stress. I've always seen Jamaican broads as OD passionate (inverse: Loud) and strong (inverse: B*tchy). They have some of the strongest personalities in the Caribbean. Good thing and bad thing cuz they can get you into some shit. One of my folk back home in Brooklyn would have to fight a sibling or a friend every fucking time he got with a Yardie-American Chick and ima admit it turned me off to them at an early age.
Anyway goin back to the Yardie/Ruski Collaboration thing thats wassup cause I dont see things like that anymore. I see for the most part that we are basically still segregated, its just that this time its not an actual motive it just happens. Black people become involved in "black" things (tyler perry, mediatakeout, college hill, real houswives of wherever) and white people do their "white" thing (mayonaise, Paris Hilton, The Hills, Perez Hilton). Most of us hang out with people with the skin color as us and we don't give other people the same chance due to misunderstandings, ignorance, fear or whatever. Lookin back at my life i was never in that type of box; ive fucked with white people, Latin folk, Asians and of course people Black folk. I'm open like that and i guess i have they type of personality that can relate me to all those groups. Shit, back in college some of my boys would marvel at the simple fact that white girls can talk to me and vice versa. And i'd be shocked at their reactions because to me its not really a big thing; they human just like us and besides one would be shocked as to how much we have in common. It sure as fuck shocked me I lived in a house with 7 other white people and i was listening to hip hop blast throughout the house all the time!
We as humans have made strides toward race relations and intermingling to the point where seeing an interracial couple is almost common place. Yet even forming the simplest of relationships is as hard as GRE geometry; Imagine the music we can make together if we try.
Damn that last line was corny as FUCK
- What gender are you? I exude maleness
- How old are you? I am 23 years old
- Which country do you originate from? The Bronx, New York, USA
- What do you do for a living? Study, Macy's
- At what age did you have your first sexual experience? umm...6 [ :-( / :-)]
- At what age did you first have sex? 19
- How often do you have sex? you'd be surprised...not enough
- How often would you like to have sex? In a perfect world? every day!!
- Do you enjoy having sex? very much so
- Do you orgasm when you have sex? This must be a survey for women....Yes, its rare that i don't Org, but it has happened before
- Do you experience multiple orgasms? Sometimes [def tw'ords the women]
- Do your prefer foreplay to intercourse? full coitus...i like fuckin more but i engage in both fervently.
- Have you ever had sex or participated in any sexual activities without your full consent? Hmm i guess being six years old ain't full consent...but it was cool, saw something i never seen before, much less fathom (at that time)
- Do you have any fantasies? yeah, i wanna fuck in a park and homegirl gotta be wearing a short skirt for easy access..broad day??? nahh let me not OD. Threesome, thats another one aannd crazy uninhibited choke a bitch, dig in my back, I hate you sex, hot shit ;-) .
- What are your fantasies? ohh umm look at the question above lol
- Are you homosexual, heterosexual, bisexual…? 100% Hetero
- Have you ever sought the services of a sex worker? No...i could never pay for sex... i felt like shooting myself when i first went to a strip club. Have i thought about becoming a sex worker... now that would be an interesting question!
- Do you use sex toys? for what?? nope not on myself and not on anyone I've been with.
- Do you enjoy pornography? Yea and no...at times but it becomes redundant after a while...
Survey attained from http://adventuresfrom.com/
...some blog about sex =);
Speaking of pregnant people i think some chick i used to fuck with is pregnant, i may be assuming but I too have an intuition (ladies). Ohhh no way its mine so she just came up cuz she called me the other day trying to get it if she was preggers i dont think she woulda wanted to fuck specially since the due date is in September (allegedly) So to digress, i don't think she's pregnant.-
So how wrong was I. Thats optimism for ya. Homegirl is in fact pregnant. I texted her out the blue with a "Hey, how are you feeling"
Ny: "fine, u"
Me: "im good, i was just asking since you pregnant and all"
Ny: " you found out thru Myspace" (how sad)
Me: "yeah, and im tight you aint tell me"...blah blah blah
Ny: I didnt know until 2 weeks ago that IM 7 MONTHS PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!
My Reaction ---->
i kid u not
Yo is that shit even possible, now im not OBGYN and i havent really been around a pregnant lady. well i have but at that point i wasnt even aware such a thing called vagina existed. But im sure that certain things have to happen when you pregnant. Morning sickness, enlarged uterus lol and the like. How do you not know that you've been pregnant for 7 months. She should be on the next season of " i didnt know i was pregnant" on TLC. She was about 2 months away from having a kid on the street or sumthin.
Anyway im skeptical but it doesn't matter cuz all that means is that my dry spell has extended somewhat otherwise I don't care. Now this bish has 4 kids and she dolo. Its crazy but i understand...the way she rides a dick made it wholly understandable, she gets doown! She almost had my kid by accident. Iunno for some reason I wasnt having refractory periods (dead dick after u cum) so I kept going and my condom was so filled w/ cum that it slipped up inside her consequentially she got preggers and i talked my ass out of it by emploring for an abortion. She didn't believe in it but it worked, she got it done and I was off the hook. Someone wasnt so persuasive though.... It sucks but i soo did not want a child with her. Granted my decision to use Iron Dick to rock her world was a bad idea but I cant be connected to a woman with three other kids in that way. Cold? maybe but damn it was an accident in the purest sense of the word, the fuck was I to do??? I did what was necessary to me and I probably would do it again.
....Sad but true
Now i have this mixtape called Summer Breeze Slow Jams or something like that (copped it last summer) annd I've been listening to it alllooot these past couple of days. Now I've stumbled onto mad songs that i previously didn't know the name of. Some of these songs include:
can you stand the rain (song is nutz) by New Edition
Searching- Roy Ayers who is my favorite cuz searching by Pete Rock and CL Smooth (Google em) is one of my favorite songs of all time and they sampled the great Roy Ayers so of course I'm a fan of the man. While listening to this tape i found out that Roy Ayers actually made the song "Everybody Loves the Sunshine" shit is crazy cuz Ive been wondering who sung that weird ass song lol.
"MY LIFE, MY LIFE, MY LIFE, MY LIFE!!! IN THE SUNSHIIINE!!!!"
ummm other songs include: "I'd rather be with you" by Bootsy Collins; "What you won't do for love"by Bobby Caldwell which was sampled in another one of my fave songs "Do for love" by Tupac. Love TKO, Let Me Love You Down and Time Will Reveal just to name a few more.
But that is no where near the point of this blog.... OK maybe its related but peep this song!
Inside My Love - Minnie Riperton
Two people, just meeting
Barely touching each other
Two spirits greeting
Trying to carry it further
You are one and I am another
We should be one inside each other
You can see inside me
Will you come inside me?
Do you wanna ride inside my love?
You can see inside me
Will you come inside me?
Do you wanna ride inside my love?
Two strangers, not strangers
only lacking the knowing
So willing, feeling, infinite growing
While we're here the whole world is turning
We should be one
Fulfilling our yearning
You can see inside me
Will you come inside me?
Do you wanna ride inside my love?
You can see inside me
Will you come inside me?
Do you wanna ride inside my love?
Here I am on my way to an interview and this song by Minnie Ripperton (who I've only heard of previously from Jamie Foxx's Chorus in Kanye's "Slow Jams") starts up and usually I'm listening to the instruments, the voice, that little keyboard solo in the end (lyrics are second to music in my world) but for some reason the lyrics scream out at me like all of a sudden i start listening to what she's actually sayin because I heard the word "come" in such a way that can only mean sex. At this point I'm on the bus Wide Eyed as FUC because this is one of those beautiful popular songs about sex!! Now I'm really diggin this song because the bass is crazy and if not a literal interpretation it's at least an entendre about sex (whether its double or triple is beyond me) but i like how she puts it.
"Will you come inside me" can probably mean "will you come into my world" or some shit, I only got that because the line previous to that was "you can see inside me". When two people are feeling each other they get a "feel" or a read on that persons aura, their views on the world, how they react to living in the same world everyone lives in (everyone reacts different) if what they see (inside) agrees with them or if she has some nice ass titties then you "come inside her", you enter into her world, figuratively you can only do it once... but if you nasty[literal] like me then you can do it again and again (after a 20 minute break and some pop tarts [if i didnt eat all day]). But yeah this song is defenitly about knowing and growing to care about a person all while the world goes on doing what it does. ...
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... or it can be about havin od sex with someone you are yearning for, none the less it is truly beautiful.
I like songs like these because they have to mean something no one or chick for that matter will have a song all about sex, blatantly about sex. Other chicks would frown upon them and men would think they easy [lil kim, trina, etc etc etc]. But yeah, this song has been in my dome all day and I just thought I'd be proactive and write about it.
JUST BEES N THINGS N FLOWERS!!!
Yeah its like 2:55 PM
Homegirl just left and with her my libido went.
Something was just off about this, maybe its the fact that i had sex in a weird time of the day. Maybe it was the fact that she just came thru for some dick. Or maybe it was because it was the fact that the body wasn't all that as i thought. Whatever it is its nibbling at me, not biting not gnawing but nibbling.
This is probably the isht that happens when you go below your standards, homegirl looked OK but ehh when her clothes came off!!! ....
...5:22 PM
Mom is sooo funny. I told her homegirl is comin through and i thought she would flip the fact that she did the opposite shocked the shit out of me. I told herabout the chick yesterday and she advised me to get condoms!! lol heres how it went
:me: yeah i got this girl comming through tommorow
:MOM: ohhh is she nice? does she like you?
:me: iunno mah, yeah? i guess??
:MOM: ohh ok u not taking her to your room are you?
:me: (looks away, to adjust the side mirror on the drivers side of the car) ummmm...
:MOM: Oh Oh! (hatian thing to say when one is shocked or suprised) *laughs* do, do you have protection?
:me: shocked as hell,, ummm nooo i was plannin on gettin em later, i might as well go now
:Mom: Gooo!!! do it
It bewildered me because i thought she would be the conservative, protectful mom I know her to be. LOL she even told me she's gonna remain scarce throughout the whole thing. I told her good because I dont want homegirl to get the wrong idea, meeting my mom and all....she def aint there and i doubt she would ever get there.
So Chick comes through and i go through the motions, heres how it goes.
We chill in my room
I put on a random movie that ive seen already
I lay back on the far side of the bed and lay down
ask her to come by me "i don't bite" yadda yadda yadda
*
Im def not puttin the whole thing down lol but its been gettin me results since sophmore year. I guess im tired of the whole "schpiel". talkin with moms after defenitely brought some feelings to light though, the shit that was buggin me at 2:55 PM isnt really bothering me anymore. Moms comes into my room feening for some details and it was hilarious. Now at one point in my life i would have been gaurded to tell moms how i get down in the bedroom and shit, i'm not even totally comfy with fuckin(verb) people in the house.
So i let her in and she asked me how was it lol i was like "!!"
She asked me if she came here just for that and i laughed and was like yeah and she laughed. She asked me if i was gonna have her come back and i admittedly said no and she laughed and said that shes gonna hate me. She laughed again when i said she can't hate me after what i did. I also hinted to her about my routine and she swears im some type of player lol.
She even declared to me that the reason i'm feelin the way im feeling is because it was too easy and guys don't like that. I was like no isht, normally id be like " she just likes me thats all; she aint no ho" and while that definitely could be the truth in most cases but in this case I def didnt feel that way.
There was some sort of jovial feel to the conversation, it wasnt weird at all. She asked me if she was as pretty as my Ex and I said admittedly no... to my dismay. She sensed some weirdness in me and we came to the realization that i probably went below my standards. Yeah ive seen niggas guilty of doing such a thing but ive never went so low that i felt some type of way after gettin the nutt (well maybe one other time).
Point of the post is that I vow to raise my standards a bit...this is gettin too easy and too....pointless. I'm probably just used to a certain body type. I was into the thicker broads before my Ex chick but she was thin and maybe i got so used to her type that going back felt wrong lol who knows...
Today was surreal....
....but its whatever my 3 month dry spell is over, shit, defenitely over, i need to change my sheets.
The sexual tension is crazzy. How the efff did that happen, yo there isnt many things greater then anticipated sex on the real. The anticipation is a journey in itself and as time goes by it just gets greater and greater. Homegirl is in Spain right now and i defenitely talked about Ju before so im not even gonnna get into it like that again. I just want it noted that i havent been more excited to get with someone. Its not just the sex cuz we defenitely have a connection outside of sex but i just think it will be somethin very, very ""signif'"
Thats all
- DonDon
