COGNI.VOL...

Yess my hell week is over...
ive been walkin around class to class, home to school...
with out any mp3 player..no music...i might as well be muted
IM SOO EXCITED ABOUT HAVIN MY CHARGER BACK ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY.
I dont really know much people in albany anymore and im not really od interested in knowing other people soo walkin around without music was terrible.
Ive gotten like 5 mixtapes and 3 albums since i left philly and i havent heard a lick of em yet. My shits on charge right now so that will change very soon.

G's in the hospital and if i find out her pops is behind this i dunno what im gonna do. G is one of my "friends" over here in philly and she opened up to me immidiately. She's notexactly of age so
(tsalkin to her)
(im on the phone wit her now)
!!!
(ohh shitt im in trouble)
(hangs up)
Shit im in trouble yo, maybe im safer in albany lol. ummm i dunno how to deal with this without having to break someones heart. (im swearing off youngins after these two)
butt during my time in Philly ive met a few ladies and among the ones that like me ( ;-) pops collar). I know for certain that two of these girls wanna hubb me up. It just became two like about 3 minutes ago. Now the first one "Ny" i started diggin her cuz she got the body. But after i told her about myself and got into a few heart to heart deep convos with her she started to OD feel me. I mean she was open from the jump like "you are the type of guy i need", "you are my ideal fella" at first i was shocked because usually for such a reaction to occur i think a few months has to go by, maybe days...but what do i know ive never been OD wrapped up in somebody else. Eventually i started liking her the same way but with reservation because shiet i never seen the girl before. So with her half the time im acting the other i find myself sayin shit i mean.
This other girl, my white philllie ever since she saw me she started feeling me. I was my charmin ass self. The more interest she gave the more i gave (thats how i do it, if one is neutral towards me ima do the same thing). The problem is again is that she is underage i had her in her room talkin, watchin tv even takin pics...we were OD vibing;but i couldnt touch her at least not in the ways i wanted to. The looks her white pops gave me (or didnt give me) made me cautious around her house. Her mom seemed cool though ( yes i met her parents). I didnt want to catch a charge so i didnt put hands on her in places that i wanted to touch. We made out by the busstop though. well i just finished talkin to her about 20 minutes ago and she is also sprung offa me. She knew that i was concerned about the age, not enough to stop advancing but enough to keep it in mind. I say this because I called her (she was in the hospital cuz her friends old ass dick in a glass punched her in the gut, fuck i hate it when guys hit girls!!!!) and after I saw how she was she brought up her birthday. She was turning 18 or "legal" as she put it. heres how it went:

G:how old are you again
me:22
G:oh yeah cuz my birthday is coming up
me:oh word
G:yeah, guess how old i'll be
me:hmm iunno cuz when i first met you you switched up on me
G:you serious!?!?
me:mmm 18
G:you serious Don (laughs) yeah 18
G:yess ima be legal
G:so we can be together
G:you can be my boo
Me:uh....yeahh
G: im dead serious
G: we can be together, forever!
Me: yeahh (nervously)
G: we can have kids
G:and get a big house
Me: yeahhh( same tone)
Me: you serious?!?
G: Im dead serious Don
G: well ima go lay down
me: iite
G: ima call you tonite, love you Don
me: !! uhh okkk, u gon call me later? iite

Why the fuck i kept saying yeah? you had to be there lol
Im gonna have a choice to make or i can fuck both of them and do nothing ?!?!? that works also
so 3 choices.. no there is no leave them both alone because that leaves my dick dryer than the sahara.. Im such a pig yo...

Speaking of that ... i have something else to write