i dunno what to write today
i went deep insode my psyche and wrote down shit that i had a hard time acknowledging
speaking of having a hard time doing something. I usually have a hard time telling people about all of me. Everyone has some parts of themselves that you hide from the general population or your friends i usually dont mak3 an effort to divulge too much to anyone....
...that changed last night lol
The girl mentioned a few posts ago; she cracked me like an egg. I told her aloooot more than usual and its been on my mind. i dont know how to feel, cuz growing up me confiding in people have bitten me in the ass before.. Im not saying that will happen with her but history has taught me to keep some parts of me to myself... she wanted to know more than i was ready to give to her, at first i think she was less than annoyed by it cuz i would consistently be like..."nah its not time for you to know" or "wait til i know you better" (tattoo story). But she got me (she been got me). its not like she was withholding, she told me some deep stuff about her also and im appreciative of that im always down to knowing somone on a deeper level (specially someone im diggin). She still on gaurd though at least i feel like she is. but im not about to put that out on any website even though its only me readin right now. i just hope she blows some holes in that wall of hers so i can come in....she did say it will take time... (shruggs shoulders)..she could be worth it though..
I need to set some roots down in philadelphia...i mean ive been trying to fuck offa myspace but i need to crawl before i can walk. i need peoples so i can have a nightlife fuck, a daylife...a gawtdamn SOCIAL LIFE shiett. if it wasnt for this girl i would have no one rite now. id probably go insane to be honest with you. ima start playin ball at these local parks to get something going..
anyway.... im goin to bedd
P.S. If someone tells you to watch or asks you to watch a movie called Donnie Darko shoot them before you let them watch the movie, youd be doing them a favor...the movie is confusing and out there..it fucked up the high i got off of "Dark Knight" i gotta see that movie again though, it was NUTTTS
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