Smh lol Im a thickskinned nigga cuz basically i dont give a fuck but even i grow weary of certain things. You know at first shits new and you can tolerate it, you even may find it funny but as time goes by that certain personality trait, or feature of somebody gets real old and real tiresome to the point where you just cant stand talking to them. That is what im goin through, i dont talk to my ex much since we broke up but everytime i do i realize again why we are where we are.
the trait was tolerable because she was close and i could talk to her face to face, touch her up and sex her up so everything was copa. Now? different story!! sarcasm sometimes is ok it can even be funny but when you are sarcastic ALL THE TIME it makes me not wanna talk to you. Talking to you becomes tiresome and predictable. Part of me knew this throughout but we would conversate like normal people sometimes. Now in this texting society the sarcasm lays on thick and its unfortunate because its part of why we broke up. Its ok though, it was mainly a sexual relationship anyway...
This blog has to stop being so defensive. Sometimes people do shit to annoy the shit out of me. These next couple of days or weeks, depends on if i get around ima make myself aware of the things that annoy me and ima write it down. Just so that its concrete and i can say that "I hate this" and "i hate that" shit maybe a nigga can make a blueprint about what to dodge when it comes to women. I won't go that far im just sayin...
I hate being annoyed, i have no patience for it. I will hold hate for a person temporarily if they annoy me. I don't seethe for anybody but i temporaroly seethe for people who are annoying. Its probably due to lack of patience. Me and patience dont have a defenite relationship. Sometimes she is really prevalent in my life and other times she leaves me. I was so patient at one point in time that i moved my whole room down two blocks for the whole day. It was exhaustive but i remember telling myself that " this will be over sometime before today", " i wont be doing this forever", "there is an end in sight". Now i probably could do such a thing but i would be tight about it. Now especially when it comes to people i have no patience because if you are a certain way and it constantly nags me or annoys me i wouldnt be able to stand it. Its fuckin my quality of life up lol. Im an even tempered nigga and i dont buck like most niggas do but i will let feelings and thoughts be known under such duress ya digg??
i think im done... now for the blog post i originally wanted to do
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