My thirst for knowledge is not being fulfilled. I take school for granted to a degree but I was learning. Professors were dictating, I was studying I was getting knowledge, getting smarter.
Now that I'm not in school ( i graduated) I'm no longer doing any of those things.
I'm not studying Psychology and Sociology theories and applying them to real life. I'm not learning new things from random general education classes. I'm just chilling, watching TV, looking for a job, playing video games, looking for girls to fill a void. etcetera. I'm not learning anything and i feel that I'm suffering for it.
Sometimes when i think or read I skip around. I'm not finishing thoughts and sometimes i have pauses in speech where I'm thinking of what to say mid sentence and that fucks up my whole speech. I am studying for the GRE's and that is something but its basically studying how to get through the test. I'm learning GRE words and that's cool but I'm a humanities guy; i like learning about human phenomenons social or psychological. Thats probably why Ive been reading so much blogs lately. I'm interested in whats in other peoples heads. How they live, their opinions, their values or reasoning, all of that. I'm trying to learn, to apply new things into my life, i feel that i could read a book right now.
I feel like the blogs are not enough though i need to keep stimulated in an intellectual way. Ive been in school non stop every year from kindergarten to December 7th 2008. I just gotta get used to not being in school, at least for a while because grad school is a must. Until then I'm gonna bookmark the newyorktimes.com and I'm gonna keep reading blogs and maybe eventually self help books [who doesn't need self help].
I need knowledge to flow in between my ears constantly in order to feel right....something else im learning about myself...
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