Iite i just woke up and i feel like i got up in the wrong side of the bed this mornin
nothing's wrong i just feel different, a good different
i remember watching this documentary
jawn put me to sleep but it was insightful
it was called "the secret" it says that physics
and the mental is a key part in getting your desires
it says that thinking in a certain way (almost presumptuously) will get you what you want, almost like you have a gravitational pull. What you desire will gravitate towards you. Anyway some part of the document says that Music in the morning helps put you in a good mood for the whole day. Today when i woke up i listened to foxy brown's "too real" and i just snapped back to my i don't give a fuck looking out for number 1 mode
I been through so much changes in my life mostly through addition or straight swapping
Lemme tell you bout me before
I was very apathetic, i didnt care about shiiit.... i didnt care about my past present and future. I was just sliding by which in itself isn't good but i tend to care too much about shit nowadays. What's she doin, what they doin, when who why where...i gave a fuck about people again. I started to rely on folks for my happiness. Me being in a new town havin no body i started hangin on to whoever i could talk to. Loneliness would do that to you. But that song made me not give a fuck it returned a familiar feeling which in turn brought me back to the state where i didnt give a fuck in general. I feel good because i really needed this imna go down kiss moms good mornin (i never do that), play ball till i cant walk, cook and eat some bangin lasagna. Its gonna be a good day...
Sometimes i go on these huge streaks of confidence and i feel like the king of the world. Its always been my dream to take over the world by the way. Not to be ruler or an actual king but to be able to go anywhere i wanted, to be able to do whatever whereever i want no matter what jurisdiction. The world as my personal playground lol. Ive always loved doin me thats why i cant imagine myself tied up with someone. Im probably gonna keep doin me regardless and it wont be pretty.
(4 hours later came back from playin ball)
Im feelin mad good rite now niggaz gotta keep it up i just went 3-1 for the day (got tired)
stay tuned
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