ahh well im over the point of being supersprung, i think its best that i avoid anything that will make my dick move at all, cuz this is gettin crazy. I had a dream and homegirl was in it. her tits were bigger though and she was fuckin someone else, i wound up killing dude by strangulation I chopped his body up and put it in a duffell bag and i buried it in the same spot he was killed lol i/we got caught. a buncha friends from all over was in it too. is there something wrong with me lol. truth is that im putting way too much of myself into her (not the was i would like). I shouldnt be dreamin of her thats OD, but it is what it is. of all the girls ive bagged over here shes the only one i can see myself with truly. Now ive made it a point not to talk about her on here because i just may get too comfortable and give someone the link to this journal and i can be a bit gaurded of someone who hits close to the heart. In some ways im protectin my heart ya feel me.
I do need to chill though because i havent seen her enough times to be feelin this way. She gets me in other ways though, chill conversation, deep conversation, comfortable silence. We'd be talkin for hours at night, like about 5 hours on average im guessing. She smart, sext down to earth and has the ability to better myself, im type scared cuz im goin to school in albany for a semester and chances are that if (when) my lips touch hers ima be sprung officially which may lead to whatever. Most likely nothin then come december i find out she seein someone, i shouldnt think so negatively but shit tends so go that way for me and girls...look what happened on thursday (yesterdays blog). Iuuno what to do, i have less than a month left here and im finna take her somewhere im done asking. Her gaurded self is just gonna have to get over that. Theres a whole other side to shit that i dont know yet. I forget/has no idea how she walks, how her mouth moves when she talk, her explanatory style all that is foggy or blank, i didnt wanna rush her but maybe i did that to a fault. However with this type of thing slow may be better but fuck this is mutated snailturtle slow
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