Yo imagine if a planet had itself a "2012" and their world was on the verge of ending.
and two members, a male and a female, of their so called government fled to another world where it was researched previously that in fact a people of their particular species can survive in. They fled to that world as their home planet blew up to seek refuge and to some how make this new world their home planet. So after they land they are surrounded by flora and forest with a huge ass tree in the middle of their immediate vicinity which grows what would be later called apples. So they walking around naked and isht and decide it's time to repopulate their new home but then they get sidetracked by this talking snake. See, these two can talk to animals they were truly remarkable beings. Apart from being able to speak to animals they were hella invulnerable, almost invincible and showed no negative emotions and had no negative thoughts whatsoever. aight, so they got hungry as shit cuz they discovered fire whith this plant that when burn't made them soo light headed that they were in a weird euphoric state. So they began frolicking around the snake on some ladida shit and they all naked and shit. And the snake insisted they try and get something to eat so the chick went over to cop some of them apples she been scoping out so she brings homie back some of them apples and they eat em. As they eat these apples they become flushed with a terrible feeling. Their joy went away but they were still lightheaded from the fire they made with that plant (lol) they started to feel remakably cold and they couldn't believe it. Their minds became wiped and they fucked for days....the chick died after her 6th child.
Yo that shit (sumthing like it) has been in my head since about 8 o'clock lol I just hought I'd write it down ....I'm not high. I just thought what if that happened?? what if 2012 comes up and in fact the world does blow up and like michelle and obama flee to like Europa which is the only other planetary body (i wouldnt say planet since its one of jupiters moons) that has oxygen. then they had to repopulate society.. it would be a trip wouldnt it!? ehh i have an active ass imagination ... anyway.
while on the subject of 2012 I'm very interested to see if theory actually comes to life. Am i scared...no. I would be mad though if the gover...wait..what they fuck could they do lol. There wont be anything left. there wont be any researchers to tell the masses what went wrong, there wont be any masses to hear it lol and in a weird way there is a comfort in that for me. So why would i be scared all the joys and all the pains of life would be gone. Sounds like a refuge to me. See i've come to realize that i'm not scared of death itself...im scared of the pain that comes with most deaths. Not to mention the loved ones i'd leave behind...
Now i do hope there is something after life like sayy getting to chill somewhere with every other dead mofo in history. There should be a family house in heaven. A huge ass house where every member of your family that has drawn breath and died lives. Everyone has their own room and there are family dinners every day cause there would be mad shit to talk about.
just random ass shit lol anyway
PZ
ohh yeah im not an atheist or an agnostic..im just saying.
Yo when's the last time I Fu*ked a broad???
I think it was month ago. Maybe more lol i try not to fuck and write but shit why not last time I had sex was fuckin traumatic!! No fuckin joke.
See
Umm I've never been with a chick "right after" (aka during) her period. And umm let's just say I freaked out a lil. Now I have worked around these things before. No sex for a week ain't so bad cuz anticipation makes the next sesxion so much betta besides a week break ain't a bad idea since I need it at least twice a day ( ohh yeah).
Well this chick obviously needed it too cuz she let me dip me hotdog into her BBQ sauce. Ok part of it is my fault cuz I was "postponed" (she said no) earlier in the week so I needed the poom that night so I start pushing her buttons and boom I got to beat. Now I'm hittin it doggy n everything and everything all well n good when I. Nut and pull out
***Whoa..don't get I twisted I used a condom my dickskin has never felt the inside of a woman.***
remember my worst fear..
So when I pull out I look at my dick and instead of lookin at it with content and thinking of a job well done I look at it with horror and I swear I turned light skinned for a second. There was blood all over DMV (da main vein). My mind starts racin and I moved on over to her bathroom where i proceed to waste all her toilet paper wiping her blood off my pubes n isht. I was freeeeakin out and I wore a fuccin condom!! ( there was some dick remainder left uncovered)
Anyway, sexually I was a done dizzy for at leasta week that shit killled my sex drive for a minute I even stopped hollering at chix period until I met shorty from work which wasn't long after the umm bloodwork.
I may have oded but as a nigga who's deathly afraid of catching anything that may render my dick useless Id say I publicly kept my cool. Shit i remember doing at least 70mph driving back home so I can take a (chemical)shower.
So anyway during my sexual hiatus I kinda sorta practiced more than usual on jerking/jackin/wanking/wacking off. So much so that I attempted abstaining from doing it. I lasted a week (5days) lol. So yeah it's about time I come off this dryspell but I'm in no rush. Basically am celibate till I get a girl (or a potential) anyway so unless that happen my dick gonn be dryer than a column in ancient Egypt.
Shit basically ive been chilling mainly my focus is chilling,working ,studying and trying to get another legit job in my field. If it wasn't for JS I wouldn't be talking to nobody. Now when it comes to this chick i find myself...concerned a lil (right now). I've mentioned her before here and here. We've been talking on the phone every night and shooting each other lil wall posts on facebook at a rate Ive never been a part of and all that is well and good; but these last couple of days though I guess I made it over that arc like... I've never liked her more than i do now. Now that was kinda what I set out to do but before I naturally kept it easy, took it slow (for once)...gave her her space (cuz she needed it) now as i got to know her more I'm feeling her more than ever, this getting to know someone concept is a trip lol
I feel that i shouldn't show that too much though cause I've been told that im an aggressive dude lol specially when it comes to sex/relationships....i just call it Probity/Candor/Honesty. I want what i want when i want and imna do what i can to attain it even if it means putting all the cards on the table facing up.
but anyway Ima keep it cool cuz she scared of everything lol
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yes yes yall im officially 24 today...one more til the pseudo/figurative quarter life completion (im def not livin till 100, most people don't anyway if one does they make the news lol) daaamn this morning I was still in bed and i think to myself some people do 25 years jail. Thats maaaad long like ive been alive for a loooong ass time lol. Obviously im OD ing lol its not like im a True Blood vampire and i'm 223. Its just a way to measure how far ive come and how much i appreciate living this long when some people don't get to. Ive gone from sperm to and 8lb baby alll the way to 5'9 175 pound man. Life is something isnt it, we are all walking living breathing miracles in some way i envy parents cuz they get to witness such a thing in the 3rd person.
I promise i'm not high (i swore off it till i get a stable job)
anyway yeah niggas is 24 i hate growing old but whatever...it happens
check the shit i brought
Since my 5 year old dell laptop is basically trash with a power button i copped this thing thing for my listening purposes.
Yeah at first i was about to copp this but ima try to get it on black friday since they usually much cheaper ( i don't fuck around)This birthday has been good, better than last year. Even though i had birthday sex last year I also lost a good friend so overall it sucked. No drunken debauchery tonight...im in philly lol im thinkin about going to NYC on friday still though. Now on to watch Michelle Obama on Jay Leno...
PZ
...Damn this birthday is missing some puum
Iite so here go another one I've promised to write about previously.
Iite dad pops assclown lol.
I don't make it a habit of even thinking bout this dude (much less blogging about him) but i since i havent mentioned him on here ever annnnd ...hekindahassomethingtodowithmeexisting (lol) and he was brought up by me me in a previous post i might as well record the backstory a lil...
Anyway
ummm he wasn't always a ghost sometimes he was kinda there. And me being the wide eyed-in need of and fatherly influence type of child I was I was cool with it shit i was elated at times. Sometimes we ( me n my brother) would do the crying thing when he pulled a no show (alot) but we were kids anyway and he was our dad we took it to heart as kids do. As we got up there in age the further apart from our father we became. Although we revered him as kids we also feared him. He was just a stern ass traditional haitian dude who can be some kind of an an ass-sphincter at times especially to my mother and although we were both boys and we saw our flawed father as if he could do no wrong we loved ( & still do) our moms. So I resented him for that. As we grew up his bullox became more evident, especially in my eyes. Slowly but surely . His personality wasn't complimentary to mine, he never supported he only sought to tear down. He basically held me back if I grew up under his "rule" I would a completely different person today lol i have pics to prove it. Havin me dressin like Urkel n shit. I would have been miserable up to this point in my life!! LoL
Anyway I remember we had a falling out cause he wanted me to wear some type of dress shirt and his tone bugged me so much that it got to the point where I was about to cuss him out on some oedipus shit but moms stopped me. Ever since that altercation i had no words with the man. See most people they would say dumbness like "ohh do u miss him". Shit even when I was goin to therapy the lady would constantly ask about this nigga like he had such a profound effect on my life, like i was still 5! He didn't, he was just there and when he was there I disliked him. He's an embarrassment, he's a liar, he abuses women, he's a dictator and he's a deadbeat whats to like about dude. Like damn I don't understand how people can give him so much credit lol; I don't even pronounce the last name the way his fam does. To be honest when i see a child and his father on the street or wherever I don't think about what i don't have cause i never liked what i had... being a son was a burden, it was a cage. Instead I think about what I'm gonna be like when I'm a father and how I'm gonna be naturally better at it than he could possibly fathom.
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