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Talking on the phone = TORTURE

I'd rather listen to a T-pain/ Ronbrowz duet with the auto-tune off....

I know i am a quiet dude and i don't say much but being on the phone does not help. Here I am where i am ( whether it be my room or outside or in class) and you are...wherever and we're talking about bullisht most of the time...apart, but bound by this, this fucking device.
I love cellphones i think its one of the most convenient additions to our society in the last 20 or so years but i dont like talkin on em!!

No im not a drug dealer hiding from the cops
No im not deaf
No im not so quiet that being on the phone sukx for me (maybe that what it is lol)

I just dislike it. Ever since i got my first jack I wasnt too keen on using it. If im talkin to the right chick (talkative but curious) then i can be distracted from the fact that I am on the phone and next thing u know im in a 2 hour + conversation (only at night time, sprint aint playin). However, if there is dullness due to pauses in conversation or no mention of sex within an hour my willingness to be on the phone will depreciate. I hate how the phone feels in my ears too; sometimes with every word (spoken by whoever im on the line with) I can feel some part of my ears pulsate. I dont know what it is but trust it is not plesant at all. Plus! talk of phones causing cancer doens't put help my situation. To tell you the truth i'd rather text my ass off. I probably aint the only male you've heard this from, phones are for the birds.

Phones = Death

LoL this show "Moral Orel" is a got damn trip!!




Yeah lately I've noticed lately that I don't look at white girls the same anymore. I wasn't the OD bunny chaser but when i see one that looks good I'd at least acknowledge it and act accordingly in some cases. Nowadays I don't find em as attractive anymore. I guess every black man has to have a set amount of white girls under his belt in his lifetime (if one so inclines). I guess Sabrina was my last. She didn't exactly help i mean i don't mean to be mean but she wasn't exactly all that [ although she begs to differ hah!]




Overall I'd say my experiences with em was less than satisfactory, its okay though because it was good at the time so I don't regret it. I don't even check for the white pornos anymore and Britney Spears doesn't move me at all. I guess they have been disqualified from my libido. My black queens have always come first...oohhh wait well I was infatuated with the Spanish ladies but like i said college ruined that for me. Hmm I might as well elaborate since i didn't do that before. In college the Spanish chicks were basically uppity. Their ethnocentrism (belief that their race was better than the rest) was too much for me to tolerate. Shiet i almost came to blows with some spanish mothafucka cuz i was talkin to a spanish broad [handcuffin SMH]. I shouldn't cast a net on the whole race OH WOW I forgot about Surriel; yeah i defenitely take that back Spanish girls can get it. Some are mad cool which leaves them unimpeded to my heart....and libido. I miss Surriel


Anyway

If ima go and get in a serious relationship its def gonna be with a Asi...i mean Black chick lol [ nahh for real my Nubian queen whos level of beauty is only matched by their drive, of course Im lookin for you, indirectly....and slowly ummm...


...yeah

Night

Yeah its safe to say we've made a mistake in moving here. I'm mad at myself for making it happen. I had full intentions of shutting this moving to Philly shit down when we met with the Realtor for the first time but he showed us some property outside the city and i was feeling it. He brought us into the city and showed us some properties there to and yeah it was nice but i wasn't open to it. I leave for school and boom we in the city limits its a nice place between the burbs and the city the neighborhood is nice the rest of the city isn't. Its like I'm in an episode of the WIRE or some shit. Kensington was looking OD grimy and peep this i went to an interview in a delapitaded ass office building. I asked the interviewer

"ohh you've just moved into this location"
" uhh no we've been here since 2001"
[BLANK STARE]

In my head i was like what the fuck, niggles can get asbestos in here . The roof can cave in n shit PLUS the elevator had a sign saying "no more than 4 people can ride the elevator" I was like what the feh?? It was an office where felons go to get jobs tho so that explains it a little, the government defenitly ain't checkin for the criminal element. Criminals who just got out of jail go to the office submit a resume, meet with a rep who works to get him hired somewhere. Its and OK cause as long as it paid right it would have been OK. But yeah I'm definitely not a fan of Philly after this week. even these chicks were like [lol] why did y'all move over here ??? lol . shits nuts.

I know ive said this time and time again but im not thinking in terms of myself. In BK everytime after school was out we would go somewhere and fuck around, whether it would be playing ball at the park or Kings Plaza stealing videogames, Toys R' Us stealing videogames or dropping locks on the head of an 8 year old we would be up to something and we would make memories. What kind of memories can a youngin have here, i wouldnt even want ol boy (yes boy..def hypothetical tho) running around the streets while stupidness is afoot. Or my mother whos gonna retire in the future, what kind of life will she have here cuz im not trying to stick around in Philly.

fuckin city is tryin to charge niggas to pick up the trash, you must be out ya gotdamn mind.

Broke ass, no job havin, philadelphia phillies lovin, naked crackhead in a vacant, Mayor Nutter electing, ironic ass named ass city...Fuck Filadelphia (i know)