Yah I've decided to just say fuck it and stop dating JS. Well currently i'm just waiting to see what happens, I ain't talk to her all day. It took me awhile to figure out what to do. I can't help but question my decision. I mean I ain't put words into action yet...
Iunno
on one hand I'm digging her and I'm not sure she's digging me...still!!
Something just doesnt seem all together there. I made her a cd she still hasn't listened to it after a week or so I think. Part of me is sayin yo eff it it's just a week and she has a youngin but the other is screaming WTF are u sayin. If a chick is feeling you she would have listened to that shit the next time she would be able to! Real talk!
Now I'm no Dr Phil but that about women I know! ( i assume he knows about women iunno)
If a chick wanna be wit you Unless you oblivious or something ...you'll know it. especially as opposed to a chick that wants nothing to do with you. Home girl is probably somewhere in the former half of the spectrum how deep in the left she is i got not clu, maybe she just likes the idea of me liking her, you know how women are. Knowing this I figure I'd take the initiative n just cancel our date for tomorrow (or later today) and just move on.
I hate getting got and because I've come to this realization deading the whole thing would make me feel betta about it, in a weird way. Call it a defense mechanism....
press the nuke button...it would be easier if i didnt like her like i do
*breaks the glass the button is encased in*
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I know I said this before but I'm going to say it here, for fucks sake. I know you like her, and from what I've heard, she sounds like a cool chick. BUT if your first instinct says that you're getting the run-around, then that's what it is. You could stick it out and wait to see what happens, but if your heart isn't in that, then you gotta keep it moving.
I'm SO mad shawty didn't listen to the cd yet.