I wrote this a while back ...
*Some Notes*
"( )" = present day edit...cuz shit changes sometimes
Jah is the latest chiq that i wrote about theres a link here somewhere... Allons y (go ahead)
Iite I just got back from shorty crib (this past Tuesday) . Annnnnnd I'm on that fuck It shit. As much as I wanted to just break it off wit her I couldn't. I didn't feel like it.
Why?
A... that's some foul isht if I just left her based on her past cuz us men as a majority be on that, heavy... Shiet maybe some the ladies also. Besides just cuz she lost her card earlier and had more action than I (smh) shouldn't condemn her to umm "whoredom".
*Ahem* any way...
B... I dig (dug) her she got a body and we cliq(ed) like that. That's why coming at her like I did was...awkward and she probably sensed that I wasn't as firm on my trying to break it off with her as i should have been. She also gave me maaaad chances to choose my words and to think the decision over and that was something lol; especially since I came at her on some rude/jackass type shit. Yeah ya boy was on the phone basically sayin I didnt wanna be with her cause she was on her libertine shit. I disguised my words just a little so whatever came out was very transparent but I guess it takes some kinda "like for someone" to withstand that and it was notable.
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(written today)
So we broke in a three pack one night...did it thrice on another night ....
annnd
She a freak! and that's saying something when I say it, like on some OD isht! I cant get a 5 minute refractory period after i bust. Like i had her squirting all types of....i digress for crassness sake....and for the fact that i have no clue what comes out when one does that lovely umm ...its a sight to see
check that off my to do list
I'm just saying... I made her "arrive" 2/3 times (i get tired) n isht and then I get there to where she's at so we stop and the first thing she says is ohhh i "want it again" I'm like damn can i at least take the condo off??!?. Now im always down to go rounds but I'm starting to think she's insatiable..even when there are obvious signs that should tell me that arrived home she goes and tell me she lives on the other side of town wit her grandma! Feel me? Then again..maybe thats just another challenge. ohh well.. its definitely a good problem so I can't complain much, im a freak my damn self! I'm def not keeping a 12 pack on me when i see her tho.
Other than that she mad cool and she's someone to chill with in this lonely ass city, I'm enjoying that just as much. Shit and she got 76ers tickets! Part of me likes her but part of me don't, at least like on some potential wifey isht, she just don't got it. As i stay around her more and more and I'm trying to be candid but I'm bored... Its only after you get all of the 20 that u start missing the 80
Yeah homegirl wanna give me the the 20 twice over. I appreciate it but i cant see myself with her for long. lol iunno wrong? maybe. but what the fuck am i supposed to do? Give her a complimentary year of relationserviceship? I should have just deaded it back then. The thing is i do wanna be cool with her sooo ima just pretend to be insecure, nice and indecisive, you know, like i was back in 2004...
lol
pZ
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illlllllll. don't be one of those niggas! that shit is foul and that is some very "niggas aint shit"-esqe behavior! i mean i don't know her from a can of worms but i'm a female and i know how it feels.
tsk tsk.
^^co-signin with my boo LaLa.
Nigga pleeeease don't do it like that! Since you could've deaded it like you said BUT you didn't, it's too late to go back...don't be THAT dude that disses her because you know you weren't really feeling her in the first place, and PLEASE don't go looking for just any reason at all to stop talking to her. You know what I mean D?