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Whats with girls and mustaches.
I been seeing that alot lately, alot more then i have in the past and im NOT feeling it. Its so distracting cuz in my head im like thats not supposed to be on your face.

Then i go on to thinking:
" how come they dont just shave that shit?"
" dont you see it in the mirror when you check yourself "
" that is so unnatractive"

lol, im whilin but really though. I'm not trying to kiss a female then feel hair on my lips!?

I have done it though. This white girl had it but i didnt even notice it until i kissed her. I ignored it and wound up beatin. whatever she a slore anyway.

Ive been sick for the last couple of days. Im gettin better now but it still sucks.

A new year is upon us, and im diggin it. this year we are going to see a black face (or a mixed face as Kira puts it, smh) for president everyday. We stay arguin about it. I say he black and she says he's mixed. Shes right but i can be right too i mean once you part black, you're black! Unless you look white.
This year im no longer going to school for undergrad studies. i wanna go to grad school and im gonna try to get in for the fall semester. I gots me a 3.5 for the semester but it wasnt enough to hit my goal. I wanted to boost my cumulative GPA to a 3.0 but it just sits at 2.9 . Its a dissapointment but its not that bad. I know people who have less then that but i wanted it bad. I overcame alot this semester. I basically went from a C average to an A average in human sexuality class, doing all types of extra credit. Nooo i didnt fuck the teacher although i would if she wanted it ;->. Shes cute but she knows my girl so there ya go.

Speakin about my girl, im not sure if its gonna work out. Long distance relationships isnt my thing and it never was and now im being tested and im failing. im not cheating on her and i dont want to but fuck. I feel like she aint even tryin. We havent spoke in a couple of days. Ima extend a branch but fuck! is her fingers broken??? Im just sayin, im not feeling it...

I dont have a new years resolution i just want to advance in age, attitude and prestige.
a lil taste of some of the things i wanna do.

I wanna work a serious job that i can see myself in for a while. Govt job.
I wanna get into grad school.
I wanna lose at least 20 pounds (to finish the fight)
I wanna make money
I wanna get my licsence and a whip.
I wanna fuck alot
I wanna have a better understanding of myself and where im going in life
I wanna go to georgia
I wanna learn to play the guitar that i brought months ago
I wanna meet some gottdamn illadelphians
I wanna make a baby...lol im playin.
Hewll no


But ima let it rock though, like i always do. Ima see how the ball rolls and take opportunities as it comes along as well as create some for myself. Im cerebral as fuck and ima make it work.

Go Ravens