iite....yo i swear the the act of me writing down my problems and everything that has ever bugged me has helped me out. Its got to the point that the stuff i was worried about and my lifelong struggles has just went away.
Anyway, my posts have ben light for a while now so i figured that if i aint got nothing to say i either wont say it or i'll do a current events type of thing.
Anyway, finding out who your friends are is gettin easier as you get older fo real. I personally don't care for folks in general but it is what it is. I met a buncha people my first year in albany but now that i graduated i dont contact them at all, so in turn they dont contact me. They white so it really don't bug me at all, ive grown since my sophmore year at albany. I was about livin the college life partying n shit, and since white folk knew how to do that i rolled with em, besides they were cool people. But as I got tight with them to the point that i lived with them and i got tangled up all into their drama. Fights, whining and their uppity ways sorta outlived the fact that we had good times. i got bored with every party with them and i was like fucc it, besides every break they wasnt checkin for the kid so i was like fucc em.
Anyway one shouldnt be overly cautious about who they deal with. If the people you roll with aren't on the same page as you maybe your views arent the same and its best yall part. least they made me set higher standards for myself when it comes to grades.
again...ANYway
This movie is suprisingly good. The main character ages forward in terms of number but his look is retro, he is born with old characteristics, yet as he "gets older" in years on the earth his look gets younger. what grabbed me was how his old age deaded the child in him. He wanted to go chill with the kids but he was stuck in a wheelchair. It made me think of how i dont wanna be old. It made me think that gettin old sucks. You slow down, you get wrinkly (if you white) and you get all sorts of health problems. The youngin in you dies and what are you left with.... nothin!
I dont want that, not for me
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