Song playin: Rifle love- Raphael Saadiq; Lavish- Twista feat Pharrell
I should be reading but im optimistic. Other than that lemme just say although i cant wait to leave albany. Im gonna miss it. Although i'm not leaving it the same way i came in, Albany stands for grownth for me. Ive grown here morefor me this place stands for grownth. Ive made decisions based on me. Ive experimented, ive overcame, ive juggled and ive enjoyed relative freedom to be whoever i wanted to become. Although i dont know as much people here as i used to it still was a great semester. Mad attention i showed myself alot more. I probably smiled more this year more than any other year combined, this semester especially. I wasnt always the Don or "Pimp" i was but steps were taken and here i am. I stood alone this semester and i still managed to keep busy and get busy lol. I got a chick who is crazy about me, life is iite. I quit my job on wednesday. I had to, work was takin up too much time and school is demanding too much of me now to do both. I chose school because ireally want to get out of here.
"if you look in the sky and you don't see your dream man dont feel defeated cuz trust me you can build it"
I wanna go to grad school i know i've never even mentioned it on here but i do. Its a goal i have to accomplish. I want to be a city planner or urban planner, whatever you wanna call it. Im finna work for the govt and shit and eventually run a city maybe eventually the world. lol imagine me runnin a city. Moving stadiums, taking bribes...im a crooked as dude lol. I've been dissapointed in myself lately. I keep forgetting shit. Like im losing my mind. Whether it be my Id card or a sheet of paper thats important or shit i should do like email my professor.
Last fall semester i fealt like my brain opened up to me. I was doing the best ive ever done. Now, well...now im not doing bad or even mediocre...but its not enough. Im not super ambitious but i wanna do what i want and if that means good grades for now that is what i want. no ifs ands or asses....
I'm smart as fuck and no one will ever tell me different.... mad errors I'm tired i may edit it or not ....
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