COGNI.VOL...

Damn...almost one week until i graduate, shit is crazy...im happy but i am also sad cuz im leavin my girl behind, shits wack but what am i gonna do, im not fuckin with albany anymore, maybe for some grad school shit but thats only if necessary. Thanxgivin is upon us and im thankful for this year. Ive grown this year more than any year previous to it. I can say that I'm likin where i'm heading in life. Even though it still a bit foggy in terms of where im going to be moving to in the next couple of years (chitown, philly, NYC). I'm feeling good to the point where i don't remember feeling bad. It seems like it was a lifetime ago. Shits crazy

So im thankful for this year 08', im thank ful for being alive, even though there were times where i didnt mind death.

Anyway im back in brooklyn for thanxgiving and although my aunts crib is dingy and "project-y" as fuck its cool. My crib in albany aint taj mahal either. I wanna go home where i have my own shower and its clean.

I wanna fuck...but i know that aint happenin while im here unless a sudden turn of events goes down.

Im goin out with my boys later..looks like we doin the city thing, shits wack i cant fuck with it so i think im gonna be like fuck it and say no, even though i said yes, besides my ID situation is fucked up right now anyway...
I just wanna drink at a crib or somethin or go bowling or sumthin, the club scene aint for me anymore...its official, id rather get my chix outside the club anyway......