COGNI.VOL...

Yeah i got's to get ready for workk but i'm up early so imna write this before I put in this six hours right quick.


"Good Girls" in the purest form are really starting to bore me...I'm as serious as WW2. I was a fan but this chick turned me completely off. Nothing real significant happened but a culmination of everything like her banality (boringness) and the fact that I haven't see her in a minute made it so. We still talked though until about 2/3 days ago when i stopped contacting her. In essence I have nothing against the conservative ladies [ in the socially traditional sense, not political affiliation] but my last relationship...i idigress...my first relationship was with a "good chiq" she was a freak but she was kinda boring and I'm being real. I'm already a laid back dude going safe and going for women who have overtly"good girl" qualities may not be whats right for me, at least not right now...or ever cuz i like what i like.
I like the peace of mind though, i never had to worry about my ex cheating on me and I never thought about where she's been before me (sexually) [ that could be because she was also a virgin] but this chick and my X didn't drink, didn't smoke (who really cares about that ) They don't like going out, no arguments ... nothing! just on some banal shit and that makes me boring too cuz I'm the type of nigga who laidback until someone snaps me out of it. Now im not looking for homegirl to be a Sleazy McWhorestein but i'm not trying to get with suzie homemaker also. From now on a chick with some edge to her is essential...