Supposedly this movie [The Lovely Bones-IMDB] is about this girl who gets shot in Philadelphia (sounds like a non fictional tale but hold ya skirts) So homegirl gets shot in Suburban Philadelphia; instead of the popular belief that we go to heaven or hell or some really deep ass hole. She floats around the living as a ghost i guess and watches her family. ooooh.. i digress it appears shes watching her fam and her killer from heaven ,my bad, anyway The movie itself has a good premise but its not the type of movie that interests me; either a movie has to have to have some killing/violence; some profound message or some black people. This movie seems to have neither but again great premise!
It kinda plays to my idea of what death is like. Now, i believe in God but if I said "my spirit flies to heaven after i die" you wouldn't sense much conviction in my voice. Its a nice idea to have but being that we have cells n shit and that science explains everything its quite possible that we just get.. (iunno) deleted and I'm not talking about "stored in the Recycle Bin deleted" im talking "Recycle Bin, left click, erase this shit off my computer deleted" Finality, ultimate closure, the end.
Sad but thats what i think and although its scary i'm at peace with it, Ive been at peace with it. Everyone has to go through it and everyone went through puberty right!?? That wasnt that bad...
UMM...I do hope for the best though. Sometimes back in the day when I'm at church or in a funeral or something I often picture (cuz im probably bored). A ghost (of the deceased) watching everyone watching the eulogy/funeral. They watching everyone cry for them and shit and i think to myself it must feel nice to see everyone together crying for you... i think. Part of me wants death to be that way. You die then your spirit walks around the earth invisible to all living things. Hmm now that i think about it almost like that Patrick Swayze movie, but since this is real life you cant touch shit or push people in front of cars...although that would explain all the unfortunate shit that happens to people. But yea, thats what i'd want death to be like, you just stay and watch ya family go on throughout their lives without you...it would probably be painful but at least it ain't cancer or a bullet or a train.
Oh yeah Ghost, casper umm that resse witherspoon movie...i guess the premise aint all that original... Shocking...not
"keep the public undisciplined and ignorant. keep the public confused, keep em distracted with matters of NO IMPORTANCE; keep em diverted from real social issues."
I see that shit running rampant these days all these celebrity blogs, reality tv shows, vh1,TMZ, MTO even ESPN. I remember the days when rumors was just rumors and things needed to be proved before they were even considered truth. Now speculation is enough everyone is too busy worried about the Rihannas, T.O.'s and Kanyes of the world, well... not worried but the attention they're getting is not warranted. The shit that was being kept in the tabloids are now everywhere and they are now called journalism which then takes away from the health insurance issue, the iraq issue n whatnot.
lol "entertainment kept at the 6th grade level. jay Z makin music for 13 year olds."
Truthful shit, Laffy Taffy, Halle Berry, Soulja Boy's discography, all these simple ass songs being pushed by the media, music industry and whatnot; and the masses gobble it up like thanksgiving dinner further enforcing its spins in the airwaves. Its not only the simple songs its the "formulaic" songs (ie BS w/a hook) too that stay getting airplay while anything with a hint of a brain gets pushed on the back burner.
earrings, tight pants, skinny jeans are trends by design?!??
Of course its by design, males were wearing pink a couple of years ago are they not. Now everybody wanna front like they weren't part of the Salmon Movement; I wonder how everybody gonna act in a couple of years when the skinny jeans thing fades out. Mad people gonna need a spatula to pick their faces up off the ground. Something so blatantly Femme has actually gotten play for a minute now. It makes me think of that boondock episode when Riley was wearing ganstalicious' (an openly gay rapper's) clothing line
lol i think thats a bra or somthing
Now the whole blood sacrifice thing is a bit left. That's overdoing it although the evidence is there because these things DID happen, Alliyahs been dead for like 8years now. for all i know that evidence is circumstantial at best; it does make one wonder though. Shit this whole rant my Prof Mcgriff makes me wonder..hence the post
Yeah call me 
spontaneous but i decided on Friday that i would head out to NYC to do it up for my boys bday. I was excited but not as excited when the day came, which was the next day; not because I'll get to see my friends from college (i was a bit psyched for that i'll admit) but I was excited for the sheer fact that I will be in New York City again. Writing this is making me feel like a tourist cause in my head I'm thinkin tourists from Milwaukee feel the same way I felt when they are on their way to "The city that never sleeps".
I took the "Chinese bus" which is basically a bus company owned by chinese people and they transport people to major cities for like 12 bucks ($20 round trip). Chances are you probably have one if there is a Chinatown in your city. I'm in the bus and we approach the Holland Tunnel and i see the skyline im not gonna front I started tearing up a lil. Shit was as beautiful as I left it, shit more even.
aight fast forward cause this is basically an I[heart] NY thread than a what i did thread.
I got mad fuckin drunk. I carried a nice mini bottle of EnJ across state lines and it did me in, when we were at the hot ass club (club stay: NO A.C.) i wanted to e'arl B.
My boy coulda smashed some chick he knew but she wouldn't fuck on account of mad heads sleeping outside their door (me included), im guessing. So his drunk ass goes nuts and kicks her out at 5:30 in the morning. GRIMEY but we've all been guilty of such a thing. She came from BK jus to "sleep over" so homboy got tight and kicked her out with impunity. So instead of listening moans, smacks and screams I heard yelling, shouting and smacking lol. Fireworks indeed.
. Yo people slay the isht outta me. My friend stay getting harassed by this guy. He's leaving all types of crazy voice mails in her phone and he really sounds like a mental case. Why do people do this, don't they know they are fucking up your chances of getting the girl/guy even more by acting a fool in someones voice mail. Voice mails are forever (well, as long as the person saves it on their phone) and your taped rant can be played in front of anyone whenever the receiver feels like it, not a smart move believe me i know (drunk dials are a bitch). Women do the same thing, matter of fact I wouldn't be surprised if it's done more by women because a man going nuts on account of someone not wanting them is "womanly" IMO. When a woman is burned (fig.) by a man she lets everybody know. Status messages reflect their angst and it almost always shows in their attitude also. They get mad and condemn all men as dogs and all that; you got your "niggas aint shits" or my personal favorite "ima turn lesbian" lol (sure you will ). Then a day comes when they find the one who's different then it repeats all over again. In my experience I've learned that getting mad or tight over someone you just met just makes you look like a needy fool. It shows weakness and desperation, if someone doesn't want you just move on chances are you're in the vicinity of another single person who fits your parameters or who's willing to be with you. Yeah the possibilities were there but if it aint happenin it aint happenin...move on. Instead of being all imbalanced and iracible keep your head and stay open for opportunities that can arise, you'll look like a better person for it, now if only everyone else knew this shit...
Damn my thumb hurts like a motha fucka
