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being a man is standing tall no matter what or whom

being a man means laughing loudly when fearing your impending doom

being a man = boldness and a brazen confidence

being a man is knowing when to listen to conscience

a man is a conduit of lust and a symbol of unyielding emotion

being a man means fixing a tie, fighting n always wearing ya lotion

being a man is being a fool and embracing ya flaws

being a man means not givin a fuck, and never needing to say "pause"

being a man is accepting who you are and running with what u got without worryin about your lacks

being a man is sayin something then doing it...unless you dont wanna do it anymore...and if so stand by that shit

being a man is being bold

being a man is being a better human as you grow old

being a man is lovin women

her form

her speech

mannerisms

flaws

being a man is embracing that puzzle piece that makes you whole and seeking it out without shame, the shame that you are not whole but being strong while you're looking to become whole

being a man means being on a mission

being a man means you look out for yours

being a man means confidence, a brazen boldness that only comes with a hardy constitution.


(2014) this was written by me 4 years ago. I'm proud of this one right here. Very fuckin proud.

I shop

getting a feel for the market, insistent inquiring

well wondering, learning....deciding

receipts consisting of 10 numbers

a couple dashes

parentheses if she's particular

I roll her up

getting her logistics, gutting her physical

stripping her bare so that her mind is left open to air

adding my own contents as

anticipation grips me.

how does she taste? how does she feel?

her kisses take me to somewhere familiar

yet individually obscure

her air coexists my own

I wrap flesh around her

a mutual invasion

preparation was well worth it

she smokes well

she does something to me

i look at her

when i see her i cant wait for contact

the things she does

mentally, physically and emotionally

she's the stimulus

she makes me move

cause i like the way she moves

shes the key which unlocks

fueling passions, desires

she embodies the two for me

yet she is the lock

she keeps my mental currency in her vault

everynight i wish to unlock her

over and over

i'll pop her lock beautifully as homage to her beauty

til i melt over and bend

only to induce her to repair me.

(2014) wtf is this, I was trying too hard.

months ago thoughts of you equated with pain

now im up with visions of us kissing in frozen rain

will it become reality again?

until then our conversational distraction interaction will suffice

words with edges end up as sweet as pomegranates

I hate you equals I like you alot

dont look at me, i cant stop

Dont touch me, I wanna put hands all over your body

sayin im a perv when in reality you just as naughty

Me and you = science and i wanna experiment

only half the time i dont get you cuz of ya accent

I'm in a bind right now but i want to keep you close

until then i'll just enjoy the roast.


(2014)
Wow this is so old! LoL

Old joint.

What do all these athletes have in common and probably many more?? In some way or another they've been tossed out as assets by their organizations. Yea Gilbert did it but it wasnt without the help of the media and their TMZ like investigating. but before that the WASHINGTON WIZARDS distance themselves from him as an organization. ever since the initial report which was basically speculation came out. They basically was like ohh shit he dirty lets distance ourselves away so that we dont get the dirt on us..

DONovan Mcnabb was Philly. He was born in chicago, went to college in New York but He was the best Quarterback in Eagles history. Homie had what one would consider mvp like seasons in his career there and for what?


(2014) 

Lol i was mad as shit. For real though. McNabb, although he can be a piece of opinionated shit, he was good and he deserved better than what the eagles gave him, and Andy Reid, and Brian Westbrook, and Brian Dawkins... Smh eagles suck... still.