COGNI.VOL...

I had a dream that I killed somebody the other night.

Here I am, laying down on my memory foam mattress, comfy as shit, and I'm dreaming about ending a dude.

Here's what I remember from the dream...

. it took place in a subway, like, the sandwich store.
. I killed a man, a black dude, smh.
. I used my hands, I beat him to death.
. as it was happening I legitimately felt fear.
. it was gruesome
. somehow, no one saw it happen I left the subway on s16th street, center city, Philadelphia.
. I don't know why I killed him, like no clue.
. as soon as I left the store, the paranoia kicked in.
. it felt so real.
. I go through the work day and hide out in my apt.
. I remember watching the news and when they mentioned the crime, my stomach dropped.
. cops kicked down my door and I was arrested.
. the uncertainty and paranoia felt so real.
. I woke up after freaking out once I was trapped in a prison cell.

Yo I couldn't sleep after that shit. I was sweating, my shirt was cold with sweat. I dont know why I dreamed about it or why it was focused on the emotional consequences of the act. That was worse than the act itself.

I need to stop watching first 48

Peace