Man shit is fucked up in the world yo.
June 7th will be a year (in theory cuz i went back to NY last August) that my familia and I has been inhabitants of Philadelphia. Although I'm still not thrilled I'm here so what am i gonna do... I ching, shit happens, roll with it. I gonna get out of here when its time best believe!
---I remember last year My last night out with my friends I got soo fuckin drunk,. scoopin chix left and right dancing and all that. We return home n shit and I'm so drunk out my ass that i slept on the futon (im mad we never brought that with us to Philly, it was still new!!) . I wake up that morning, i eat breakfast, shower, dressed moved a few things to the truck and eventually its time for us to leave. Everyone is getting situated, they gettin ready to go and i lock the door for the last time and put the keys in the mailbox. As i head to the car i start to gag n shit so i throw some of the bags i was carrying in there and i looked for the closest spot to yearl which so happened to be right in front of the car while everyone was in it. Aunt, Mom, Brother, 12 Year old cousin.... EPIC FAIL...but i felt mad good after.
--- Yo yesterday was a real eye opener for me. (6-3-09
I was rollin around with a certain female friend we were about to get it poppin .. yooo it was terrible..now I've lived in my share of hoods and shit now that i think about one in particular it didn't even feel like the hood it was home but this neighborhood in Philadelphia is from straight out of an episode of The Wire yo. I thought i was in Hamsterdam n shit. Shit all over the streets (junk not feces) crack heads everywhere ...maad little kids and that's what bugged me because homegirl said that a little girl was kidnapped and raped like around a block away from where she lays her head. I go in the house n shit and yo its a few years away from being a vacant. Apparently homegirl's mom don't want her around so she came down to Philly. It just made me appreciate everything so much more and I may be selfish but i don't give a fuck. I very easily could be living in those fucked up surroundings my mom could have deaded me and i could have been homeless n shit or doing dirt. Only by the grace of God who has blessed me with a good fam and intelligence and the ability to get a (dare i say it) DEGREE so that i don't get to lay my head in a place as fucked up as Kensington.
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